Term Evaluation Dec 2010

Here is a video of Andrea played for the evaluation. Andrea Gotten B+. There is so much improvement to be made. At home she did it perfectly, i do not know why on the stage she seems like forgetting the basics ~ 

1. Play position

2. Chin on the Chin rest

3. Hold violin up high

4. bow - cannot look at the audience

5. get into the beat of the song

hmph .... I must never give up! Andrea will get A the next term evaluation. Must make some concert ticket and sell it to grandparents, i think she still doesn't fully enjoy performing. She is still curious looking at the audience reaction. 

Loves to be Pretty

Andrea loves to be pretty, she would tell me what she wants to wear for that day, ask me to tie up her hair, put on her own hairband, bring her bag and make sure lipstick (toy), mobile phone (toy) and tissue is inside her little grey bag, later she will put on her necklace and bracelet (sometimes she will wear all of her bracelet in one go and i have to persuade her that one will do) and lastly will want to wear her high heels. 

Everyday preparing to go day care she will do the above and i have to eliminate those which are not appropriate like high heels but i allow her to wear on the last day of day care and the teachers are really her big supporter, make her so happy because the teacher cannot stop praising her and say you look like a princess so pretty and start to admire her necklace, bracelet, dress and high heels! Young teachers are really energetic and know how to play with kids! Sometimes she will bring her grey bag and left it in the car and ask me to take good care of it. 

On weekends, she would do the same too and when i ask her not to then she will give excuses, I WANT to show gong gong and ma ma or i want to be like kim yi yi. The funny thing is she will take the toy lipstick and phone and pretend to put on lipstick and someone call her, she would ask me not to talk so loud because someone call her when we are in the car. Andrea is more willing to take care of benjamin now and would help me most of the time i ask her to and she is less resistance to share her food with ben now. 

Power of WANT

Now, i didn't concentrate or meditated to get something i want. I know if i don't get it i won't die and there is always another time. I have been wanting to eat Yorkshire Pudding for Christmas because it's British Sunday Roast and it's really yummy and usually you can only find it on Christmas (long long time ago). I searched high and low, asking friends and also online to see where i can eat Yorkshire Pudding + Roast in KL as last Christmas we had it in Jarrod and Rawlins and it wasn't that nice.

Ritz Carlton was my choice because only this and chinoz on the park KLCC. My friend asked me to book early as it is always full, the price is RM130++ and i find it abit steep so i didn't make booking right away. On Christmas day itself i felt like eating roast and yorkshire pudding , so i called mum and see if they are interested and i pray hard to get a place there. I called the hotel and surprisingly they said got vacancy. Cannot believe my luck because it's Christmas somemore! We went today and they said i didn't make booking and made a very big hoo haa, finally we got our seat. We took our lunch and went home.

I know my Guardian Angel is listening and know what i want, If the person did not confirm a place for me i will not be at Ritz, when im at Ritz the guy tried to shoo me away but the lady arranged table for us. The guy asked me not to shout, i was just roaring at him because i'm a dinosaur, either you give it to me or i will eat you up. I feel bad after the argument because i was asking myself where are all the love inside me, after i came back and showered (recharged), my inner voice told me that I've did nothing wrong - anger is to protect our self as long as we did not harm anyone (killing), law of attraction gave you what you wished for shows that you have showed enough love. Don't worry, you have done nothing wrong.

I hope the people who had lunch with me did have great lunch as the food was really yummy especially the desserts! I didn't have much appetite to eat because i was upset and wondering why love was absent just now, there is no peace after the fight. Only Joy for the food :)

Merry Christmas

Today is Christmas eve! I feel Joy and I feel love. I love Christmas, the decorations are so beautiful and i love Christmas carol and i love seeing people wearing Christmas costumes and i definitely love Christmas food. I enjoy so much in the UK where i see and touch real snow for the 1st time and i would wish for white Christmas every year. The anticipation is really joyous and warm because you know it's Christmas!

Today office is really quiet, all the Christians must have taken leaves for christmas. My work life has been great, despite some small rocks that made my road bumpy, overall it's great. I can feel that my connection with people is very much closer now and I would bump into people that i have not seen for a long long time. It feels great to reconcile with people that you have not met for a while. This christmas i receive more gifts from my colleague compared to last year and i feel the awkwardness has tremendously decreased when i talk to people who are not really close to me. I really love this change and i receive my payout yesterday and it shows RM300 more and i told my manager and she said it might be wrong, asked me don't use it. I felt upset for one moment but release the anger and worries because i know i have abundance and the divine will guide me. I also helped andrea to pack some christmas goodies for her friends in school, violin and shichida class. Andrea choose the goodies and drop it into the bag, i would help her to tie it. Andrea just love to share her love to everyone around her. 

I hope everyone would have a Joyous christmas and a Happy New Year!

Spiritual Journey

As per Wiki:

Spirituality can refer to an ultimate or immaterial reality; an inner path enabling a person to discover the essence of their being; or the “deepest values and meanings by which people live.” Spiritual practices, including meditation, prayer and contemplation, are intended to develop an individual's inner life; such practices often lead to an experience of connectedness with a larger reality, yielding a more comprehensive self; with other individuals or the human community; with nature or the cosmos; or with the divine realm. Spirituality is often experienced as a source of inspiration or orientation in life. It can encompass belief in immaterial realities or experiences of the immanent or transcendent nature of the world.

I hope i will not become a monk after this, lol. All i want is to get emotional stability and to live a peaceful life. Inevitable that human will have some desire-pull based  on our bazi and i do really enjoy my luxury life as per my bazi, i hope i will not give that up in the end of the day. I'm actually born with a good chart despite having emotional problem where i always feel people purposely 'harm' me, in actual fact i gave in to that and in turn i harm myself eventually. I know my root cause but without going into spiritual, i cannot cut out the root - I learn and been in there and i know this is the only cure for myself.   

I had a dream last week, someone played a song in my dream and i don't like it, hence i ask the person standing next to me, what song is that. He told me Kundalini. I just kept quiet and walk away as i know kindalini is 'Qi' in Indian (at that time but it meant alot more than that) and they may have their own song to achieve alpha wave state. When I'm in office, suddenly i feel the urge to google kundalini, to find out more. There is one precious website  that i have found it gave me confirmation and learn alot more about spirituality. I am grateful i had that dream and I'm not sure why i don't like the song instead of loving it wholeheartedly, maybe i still have alot of anger inside me or my innerself told me that I'm still feeling insecure of this journey. Whatever it is, I will continue to meditate and remove the negative energy according to my bazi.

http://kundalini-teacher.com/meditations.php

According to Mystress (the author of the web page), some people was a witch past life and i think i was on a journey to become goddess but don't know why cannot achieve. and is being re-born. I have this giving heart that I want to share everything that i have and i feel upset when people does not appreciate it, the Goddess also will do the same when people meditating and asking for help, they will HELP no matter what. At one point i was telling myself to stop being so foolish but after reading this web page, i know i have quality that many human beings does not have or simply hard for them to do it. Many says i have good life, or tell me that I have better life than them but i always shut my ears because they are bullshitting at that time because i was too bog down with my emotional issue. Right now when i look in different perspective I'm actually very lucky to have good childhood, wise parents to teach me, have the money for many experience and learning and luxury stuff, hubby who does not react to my anger, high pay job (i know i complain but it's quite high compare to the work i need to do) and right now learning about spiritual. I thank the divine power for all these and i will continue to give whenever i can. 

It's year end and i usually have 10 items for next year resolution, this year i only have 1. Have faith in meditating and I will get all - everything i wished for. I feel really happy, maybe because i found my HOME. I don't know, it's just a feeling :) I always tell myself, i cannot be a monk this life - i don't know why i have a feeling i will become a monk very soon! GOSH! I DON"T WANT!

AH Diary 2 (Dec)

I feel so much better after 2 consecutive nights of DVD and also plus the healing i did every morning. I have a feeling that i have come to the end of the road, the question that i've always ask myself - "how does life works". I asked myself this question when i was around 13 years old, I envy all my friends in royal lake club, I was sad because my brother's sick, I was sad because i see my parents were in pain when my brother pass away, I feel helpless when i need 'GOD' to help me thru my teenage years, I feel worried and fear for my future after secondary school, I feel upset when i do not get the relationship i want, I fear that i cannot get the best job in the world, I'm feeling insecure of money. etc - These follow me until year 2010 which is 29 years old and finally i have the answer.

16 years journey:

Kuan Yin was the one i ask for emotional comfort in early years. Mum would buy flowers and food for praying, I see mum chanting infront of kuan yin every morning. I follow mum chanting to kuan yin when my brother diagnose with cancer. When mum is away, i take up the responsibility to pray - josticks, refill oil for the lamp, flowers once in a while and chanting. I remember one night there is no electricity and the oil for the lamp going to finish, and i thought of asking neighbour for it but finally i didn't because i prefer to work out something myself than begging people for something. Hence i walk out ALONE in the dark 8-9pm to the grocery shop - it was so scary and windy, i walk/ run as fast as i could and i keep telling myself it's OK, i only need 15 min i will be back home and with the light on kuan yin table, she then will see us clearly and will protect us. (i actually believe what i told myself at that time). 

I was once very attach to jesus because mum is away from me and dad would go to singapore every weekend to visit my brother. I know my parents is very tiring, three of us sister is on a rotation basis to accompany dad to singapore weekly. My friend brought me to christian camp and they taught me how to pray and i do it at home when i need help. Why i never go back to kuan yin because we have moved to a new house and the attachment to kuan yin is no longer there. I was very afraid because dad was undergoing a very stressful and pressured moment, he lost his temper a few times and i feel so helpless because there is no one to comfort me. The only help i get is from jesus, when i pray i actually see him (shadow) - standing at the door watching over me. In my imagination of course

Soka Gakkai came when mum is back with us at home. I accept Soka Gakkai very easily maybe because i see mum chanting everyday and is very devoted to it. Mum is my motivator to achieve things i want in life, without fail - mum will chant every night for 1hr, hence i will follow mum to chant for 15-30min every night. From here i experience the connection to the universe (back then i do not know what is it called) and the heat on my body and palm. Automatically i know when chanting for things we want, we need to 'feel' it then only i will stop. I had a great time in the UK, attending the UK youth division performance in london every year and it's a great experience for me, i get to know people from the UK and also Thailand (Top) and Hong Kong (victor). I love reading their magazine as it bring so much enlightenment and comfort to me while i was alone in the UK. 

I'm back home after my degree and the connection with Soka Gakkai decrease tremendously, Maybe i do not have friends like i have in the UK where we have something in common (came from other country to study), i continue to chant when i have problem until i was hit by bad luck (heaven and earth clashed on my bazi), the pain is very great that chanting nam myo ho ren ge kyo alone cannot heal & comfort me. This is when i start to go into bazi, mian xiang and feng shui. I want to know WHY i had bad luck. This is when i met Joey Yap, he is really funny and i really enjoy all his classes and his talks. It does bring me comfort at that moment because i met alot of friends, and now these friend show me the way to spiritual. 

When i was young, i have already exposed to qi gong because of my brother, and i learn tai chi before i conceive with andrea. I learn reiki last year. I learn to make energy ball from shichida class. All these now i understand is the source, the root of the universe. Whatever name you call it, it's from the same source. 

I read the power and it enlightens me, and i read Louise L Hay, they talk about the same thing but in different words. With the knowledge of universe energy and how you are getting bad luck or what not, you can heal yourself. All the bad things happen to you, you do it to yourself. To heal myself, it's really hard honestly ... right now at this moment, only the DVD is helping me. Those people in the DVD tells me and remind me of what is important and i will concentrate on those and do healing. Will i have prosperity and abundance? I believe i have but right now i cannot confirm with you as i'm still new in this path. 

Highest knowledge about the universe/ religion/ science depends alot on your divine wisdom. I understand that every human being will have their timing to understand all these. I really hope what i've written in this blog will help you in anyway, I will be more than happy to help anyone that wants to get on board to a life with abundance.

SV - 12Dec2010

Next week is term evaluation! I was worried when i heard this, because i thought andrea will not make it because i lack of time to practice with her and as of the lesson today, she cannot play big time D and Rock on A properly, needless to say twinkle variation. Every lesson, i just let her enjoy the class, only 10-20% of the time correcting her. I usually correct her at home than in class. On that day, andrea told teacher that she already can play big time D, gosh ... she only can sing, i gave her the sticker because she played D string but the note she played very short. I thought it was an encouragement for her to practice more, i shy away when dr. ng ask andrea to show him later. 

Anyway, today andrea amaze me when i'm in the shower. she played twinkle variation A, but in a slower beat! I smile to myself and i feel very happy when i heard that, i cannot believe my girl can play it, she barely can play a string properly last few days and suddenly it's perfect! Teacher said 3 months they can play twinkle variation and my friend's daughter at 5 years old, 3 months only can play - i cannot believe my girl 1.5 months can play already. After Sunday class, i had her practice every evening, i will go shower and ask her to practice on her own and i will play the CD and she will follow it after i finish shower. This is to prepare for next week evaluation. Today is just Wednesday and the two pieces - big time D and rock on A is perfect! I'm so so HAPPY! Will see how's her performance this Sunday :)

Now i concur what dr. ng has to say last time. Children shall let them sing the beat and it will come naturally - to play it on the violin. Sing Sing Sing, yes! I love the solfege he did, andrea loves it too. 

AH Diary 1 (Dec)

To maintain at the highest state all the time is extremely difficult for me. Bad things happening after one another! Why is it so hard?

All started with the negative vibes this web leader emitted last week, i was in such a bad mood because she cannot stop making me an idiot. My Manager then wanted this to stop and ask me to find another solution, FINE! I was in an extremely bad mood because number 1, i was extremely underpay for the past 3 years and i missed my salary adjustment + increment because i was on LOA for 6 months. Moreover, i have so many shits to clean up because next year the GMU BC going to review my process! I feel so overwhelm by the amount of work i need to do yet so little pay, or shall i say stagnant pay. I know i cannot complain because family comes 1st and i shall endure this sick little pay i'm getting. I am very angry because all i have did to heal myself now has gone to waste because of work! I lose my temper because of work and i lose my patient because of work. I HATE WORK! 

I was so upset today that i went for a facial during work hour and i have a friend kind enough to bring me out for lunch - away from the office. I was so upset that nothing seems right - booked the hayatt hotel and the stupid lady takes so damn long to answer my email, until now no reply, called the stupid agency and told me that POLO contract just out and Thursday only submit to immigration and told me end of january only can get maid - What the HELL is going ON!? This Friday my Sister-In-Law is going to intrude my house for 3/4 nights. My KCO testing suppose to close beginning of december and my tester had another 4 more open testing which cannot be closed, i have to rush for her yet tomorrow is my official testing starts for all ASEAN countries! I am very upset because my manager still doesn't give me my band 7, she said if give now their budget allocation for 2010 have left a little only, if promote next year 2011 then got more budget then can increase more. HOW MANY PERCENT MORE?! Damn it... I REALLY HATE WORK. One more thing, my GMU going to held education session and peer review in Malaysia next year and i have to book hotel for them, book room and all that - like an admin! My Manager told me this year they all went to korea and i missed it! DOUBLE SHIT! All good things i miss it, what else i cannot miss! 

I don't know what to do. I will watch the DVD (you can heal your life by louise L Hay) again tonight and see if it helps. Really in deep shit. 

Gap Casting Call

I've got the text from kim few weeks ago and never thought of wanting to let andrea go for casting. After saw the Gap Casting Call on facebook, all the little kids are so adorable and i gave it a second thought. Maybe i shall let andrea to have an experience since she loves to go on stage so much. 

We arrived at about 11.30am and it has a long long queue, we quickly bought present for my nephew and andrea's outfit and gotten number 61 for shooting. After register we quickly had our lunch at vietnam kitchen and our turn is at around 12.45pm. Phew... it was hard work because i have no idea how to get andrea in the mood and i'm afraid that she will break down crying last minute, as she always does. 

I bring her to see how other kids pose for the camera, I talk to her - ask her to imagine she loves to pose for the camera, imagine that she enjoy being taken photo by professional and imagine that she is very confident when standing on the red box. Before going in, i ask her: "OK?". She happily says OK and bounce a few times, so i thought she's OK and is all ready. When her name is called, she cling on to me tightly, i have to carry her as she refuse to walk. I put her on the red box and whisper in her ears :" just enjoy yourself, do what ever the camera men ask you to do." Andrea's face turn red, watery eyes, but did not burst out crying, then i heard daddy's voice, "I will show teacher natalie OK?" Then andrea gave a little smile and the shooting starts. Half way she started to dream! "Oh My God, NOT NOW" .. I was thinking to myself. I snap my fingers and call for andrea - Concentrate! Concentrate! How can she dream when spot light is on her and camera is clicking away?! GOSH! Eating God Problem! 

Camera men choose this, as the others was blank look because she was dreaming. On the way home i ask her if she likes being shoot and under the spotlight. She said yes. Then i ask her why she didn't give me the sweetest smile just now? She told me she did not enjoy herself enough. Andrea ask me to bring her again next time and she will enjoy herself very much and look very sweet next time. She was holding her photo all the way home and keep on looking at herself in the photo. I think this is a nice experience for andrea and i know she really likes it, I need to help her to overcome the fear, i guess a few more times she will enjoy it, just like being on the stage! 

Morning

Falling flowers covered the grass. Pink. white.

Windy morning. people dancing and walking in the park. 

I love serene morning and the greenery that i see when I'm driving out from my house. I will miss it when I move to my new house. I love to be just 2 of us in the car, where andrea for once did not try to win over my attention and did not fuss or cry intentionally over small stuff. I enjoy listening to andrea reading to me, it's so wonderful that she started to read. I love my morning. 

Work has been busy because it's quarter-end closing, everything is rushing in madness. I have 3 days leave and i can't wait till end of December. Today i loose my temper and new colleague was shock and ops! I did it again, i thought i can control but somehow ... anger blinded me. I need to heal myself again tonight. I pray that the manager will gain the sales that she wanted and can talk nicely to everyone around her. I apologized that i sounded like I wanna slap you (as my new colleague said) but actually i was trying hard to explain it to you because you sounded like you have already close your door. I know it's quarter-end closing, i hope that you will have a happy 2010 ending and god bless you. I forgive you ..... 

Tomorrow is saturday! It's Cooking day! Corn for Saturday and pumpkin for Sunday! I'm lucky to have home cook food from mum during weekdays and i feel healthier now as i rarely have headache after i've started work. Maid not here yet - luck cannot change, too bad you have such bad luck, all you can do is to endure and go into spiritual, stick your head up again only when good luck comes. Old maid have not transfer - new maid has not approved. What is the Agency doing .... call 2-3 times a week does not help, have done that for more than a month now! I don't know what's happening ...... Divine Power, i need some miracle. I always feel the maid is already here, i don't know why she is still not here physically yet! Can she be here before 24th dec? Andrea's last day of day care is 24th dec. Help me answer divine power! 

SV - 5Dec2010

Today we did all that we have done before - exercise, playing violin, games etc, with addition learning 2 more pages of A&D string. Everything went smoothly and in the middle of the class, andrea turn to me and ask "why we didn't go up the stage today?" I told her to ask Dr.Ng instead, I've no idea. Andrea kept to herself and i thought she just wanna say it out and forget about it. When class ended and i was about to pack my own bag (books and camera), she walk up to teacher and say very loudly: "Dr. Ng, why we didn't go up the stage today?" I was very shock and very proud of my girl that she has the confident to voice it out for herself. That's a very good milestone! Teacher then ask all the children to line up and went up the stage to perform 3 min on the stage, teacher was also very happy with andrea and told the class that, this is the correct attitude of learning violin, you must ENJOY performing! lol ... i hope andrea can play properly, so far there is no nice melody from her yet :) However i'm confident that andrea you will play good songs with your strong desire and love for violin! Good Job!

On the other hand, I do not have time to practice with andrea now. ever since i went back to work .You are in day care until 5pm and we arrive home around 6.15 everyday. After i shower, daddy will be back with ben ben, and all of us have dinner and by that time you already want to sleep :( I trust the Divine Power will guide me and give me a choice of spending more time with my children because life like that for andrea is not healthy - we only look forward to the time pass by faster without really appreciating each other company and learning's together. I have so much to teach them but that require me to think of a way to deliver to them and it takes time (trial and error). I hope miracle will come sooner than anything else. Love & Peace

Heal Your Body

Have just finished reading "Heal Your Body by Louise L.Hay. I have many 'work' to do to cure my physical illness. These are the mental causes i've created for myself in the past. After reading it, I feel so stupid because the physical pain and illness i have was what i've done to myself. During my reiki class i ask teacher about my numbness on face, shoulder and arm while attunement. He told me i have emotional pain in the past that i have not let go, i told him ... not that i know of. He said it might be in my subconscious mind because not only this life emotion, past life emotion is possible. Well, if you believe life is eternal (SGI) then it's true that Past life, now or future makes no difference because we are only in different 'shell'. The soul and mind are the same.

Back to the book: these are my findings and conclusion:

1. I was very resistant to what hubby [right side of my body] has to say all the time [ear], that is because I don't feel emotionally secure while i was expecting it from hubby. There is irritation, anger, annoyance accompany it [infection] and I refuse to release the past and letting the past rule today [fungus]

2. I make life a burden by my own attitude [shoulder] ever since Benjamin is born. I always feel i do not have the capacity and ability to hold the experience of life ever since Benjamin is born [arm]. This makes me do not have the ability to carry my experiences in life with joy [shoulder]. It is very severe on the left side because left represent receptivity taking in, feminine energy, women, the mother. I was also very unbending bullheadedness when everything seems bad [neck stiffness]

3. As Hurting Officer profile, i need to be constantly look good [face]. I've got face numbness 2 weeks before i start work. I had experience once too when I was feeling low because I feel all my relative accusing me of treating my mum bad, this went away when i tell myself to focus only on myself and do not let the negative vibes to attack me. 

I hope i can heal myself as soon as possible because all that above has follow me for more than a year now. I believe that the divine power will guide me to obtain absolute happiness. I pray that everyone on earth will have Love, Peace and Joy everyday. 

Feels so weird

Firstly i must give thank to my mum, dad and hubby of taking care of my kids while i can have my time to re-attend reiki (with another teacher). To achieve absolute happiness, you need to feel love and have gratitude from your heart, my reiki teacher actually said this and he share alot of things which i found out the past 5 months! Most of it i learnt from 'The Power". How things comes together now and enlighten me really makes me feel happy because I'm getting to know how this whole universe works and how we human can tap on these 'magical' things to get what we want (in a positive way of course). I must also thank my guardian angels, I love you for giving me a smooth road to spiritual enlightenment (meeting the right teacher and picking the right book to read). 

Oh! I feel very weird because when i was in shower, my left arm is RED! The part where i had blue black, is the energy healing it or what?! I really hope so ... when teacher channeling the energy thru my crown chakra, i actually feel numbness on my left face and my left arm - serious blockage i think. Another thing is, that place has many books and had 2 book shelves, i only pick one book and wanted to buy... Towards the end of the class, teacher recommends a book, which is the book that i picked up. I picked up the best author from hundreds of books there! thanks guardian angels

Just want to jot down, my new colleague shared her christian viewpoint with me the other day. It makes me feel that, i shall teach my children myself instead of pushing them to church (as i previously planned). I know this universe, we need love and strong confidence, only Christianity can give because they tell you GOD loves you and GOD dies for you, you can leave all your worries with GOD and he LOVES you. With this mind set, we human can go VERY far. After talking to her, not all Christians will use this in a positive way. I can tell you, all Christians are very confident and have strong character and determine because they have all the core foundation every human needs, but some of them uses this in a selfish way. So, conclusion is ... all teaching has it's own flaw. I may need to reconsider to teach my kid on my own now :) Reiki attunement for them at 10 year old :p 

Walking VERY steadily

I feel bad that i did not update benjamin's milestone as much as i did for andrea, part of the reason because mum and I are so busy with housework and cooking, we barely have time to teach nor spend time with ben :( His luck or what? Sigh ... But i love them all the same

Ben can walk very steadily 1 month ago and right now attempting to run i guess, he can walk very fast like running but not there yet. Since i started working, all 4 of us will leave home at 7.30am. Every morning, my hands and hubby's hands are FULL [andrea's day care bag, my own bag, ben's bag, dinner tah pau bag, hubby's working bag + lap top bag] - phew ... we are so lucky that ben can walk on his own. When I open the sliding door, ben still need me to hold his hand so he can go down to the corridor, and he will walk/run all the way to the lift, andrea will help to hold ben's hand for the stairs which leads to the lift. when we are down at Ground, he will walk to daddy's car ALL BY HIMSELF! Thank You Ben! :)

Ben's first word is also shoe i guess. Andrea vocab explode at 1 year 2-3months, I'm waiting ben's explosion too! hahha.. I don't sing and do action for ben now, because andrea is learning violin, we listen to suzuki violin CD everyday - ben will clap his hands and sway a little. I only sing to him when I put him to sleep and songs we sing in shichida class. Hence, he doesn't have any songs he particularly likes.

During dinner time, i will feed him his porridge 1st when our turn to eat, i will give him some rice and some vege or meat from my plate. I will stop him from using his hands (but always fail) and always remind him to use SPOON. He is still learning and enjoy eating our food very much. Today he ate his avocado for breakfast - taken 2 slice! Happily munching away... 

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