August Learning

Hi, how's everybody doing so far for mercury retrograding? Have you learn about yourself and start manifesting positive things into your life? I've learn so much, I was feeling upset and tried searching online and have bump into few articles and videos that summarized my learning.

1. learn that all human currently will learn about their pride and humiliation. Funny thing is whenever there is an energy shift I would always be the first few thousand who get hit. Good thing is the information is available to help me 'understand' where it comes from and why it happened & I can help people who will subsequently face it. No bad part I guess, because once I was feeling down, very quickly I have the answer that I want, mostly from the Internet. (from different sources - FB pages or keyword google)

2. Kelly Howell "attract love" shows positive things manifesting. Although I was not diligently listening to it, somehow I see drastic difference within myself.

3. universe is forcing human to let go of materialistic mindset - learn from a video by calleman. I somehow getting it but I don't know if I'm 100% over it.

4. Understand that things will eventually happen, it's all depend on how we human react to it. The philosophy is the same like JY bazi teaching. I initially freak out after watching that video but I will not share it here, we shall not create fear, as the fear energy is contagious and will disrupt the LOVE energy we much needed in this universe. Baseline - start manifesting positive event to your life by affirming positive things to yourself. "we are spiritual beings in a human body - we can have everything we want and we will return to spiritual realm". Last but not least, learn all that you can on this earth school - we are not here to contemplate our suffering/ unhappiness - we shall learn from it and move on.

Love and Light

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I have transformed. My 3rd chakra - will power is not so dominant now. I am born just slightly better than average people, however, I was acquainted with people who are better than me (not slightly but alot) - often they are not my best pal or someone that I would keep in touch with. The root cause - I have strong will power, I would tell myself, whatever they have I can have it too - and I will work hard towards it and I want to prove to them - "I CAN". This mindset had stop me from loving my brothers and sisters, it's not about jealousy, it's about "I CAN HAVE IT TOO, JUST WAIT and SEE" attitude. I have all that I want, but only that 10% - putting stress on my 3rd chakra. Pity my stomach ... hahaha

I cannot forget the humiliation i've got when my kung fu pals ask me where I studied. RLC (royal lake club) is a club house where your parents has to be professional (doctors, lawyers, accountant, engineer, etc) in order to join. The kids there are not bossy like you see outside, this place is a filtered place where I always do not agree with my friends that "private" school kids are brutal. Many have not seen the other side of the grass and would always condemn other people - I forgive them. In my life, my angels always let me see both side of the world - I'm fortunate to see the universe as a whole. The whole experience also tells me that, your children are your responsibility, you should bring them up - spend time with them not just money. Professionals have money and they MAKE time for their kids development as well. Treasure every moment for the life that you have created. 

Today, andrea was invited to Cars2 GSC Premiere Class. I guess andrea also born just slightly better than average people. Her school is just ordinary corner lot kindergarten run by small business owner - school fees is average if compared to peter & jane or Julia Gabriel. One of the classmate is very rich, the mum book the whole Premiere Class cinema for the classmates and 1 parent each. When I was there, I feel so happy for the family - the feeling of "I want it TOO" did not appear. This is one of the example of rich and educated (professional) people - they have driver, maids for each kid, able to spend money for the kids (everything), etc. However, she appear to be friendly, loving and responsible (reminder sms sent!). Humans are all so wonderful - why I didn't realize it when I was in secondary school? I would have MANY RICH friends now and they might help me to get RICH too :)

Divine Guidance oracle Cards (23 Aug)

Today card drawn:

Your Divine Guidance Reading Results
Life is like a puzzle and we put the pieces together in a way that fits for us. Until now, your puzzle has not seemed to fit together in a way that has made sense. What seems out of harmony, will begin to feel balanced. Even though some things feel like they just will not work, shifts and adjustments are happening now. You will find that things will start to fall into place and that everything will fit together perfectly in your life.

This is what I need, a sense of comfort. I cried and asked my angels if they are still with me, why life after marriage feel so messed up. The world is no longer to be me ONLY, there are hubby (life long supporter) and children (life long educator). I am no longer to live life to what I want because I need to take care of my family in terms of attracting more MONEY, more WISDOM, more TIME, more LOVE. These changes are too great for me to handle because I was protected by angels throughout my childhood and was taught to be responsible. Having a family and kids, I cannot just let things happen in life - I need double and triple of help from angels from childhood because i have 3 more additional people in my life to take account for. Please lend me a helping hand.

4th Violin Recital

Hubby said I was too critical towards andrea's performance. I was not satisfied because she was easily distracted and would not concentrate after that. She played OUT OF TUNE for her second verse. I was disappointed and frustrated at the same time because I do not know how to correct her. What's the best way to make her concentrate and not to be 'busy body' looking around when performing? Did she had stage fright? (as hubby guessed), however If i'm scared I would not look around. I just do not know what is she thinking :( Dilemma .... 


songs: andantino


4 years 2 months old

practicing violin at home

Today benjamin join us for practice, he's learning fast and I guess he loves violin too :)

Plantar Wart

I had a plantar wart for few years and I didn't bother to cure it because it was not painful. Yesterday I went to the skin specialist, she reminded me that hubby also had this and most probably I got it from him. Hubby cut off the flesh and the floor has traces of blood few years back and I was horrified, and this is how i remembered from that incident. Anyway, if we do not have the same emotional problem, we would not get married and now living together, to get the virus from him is purely to show that there are still emotional level bugs yet to be fixed. 

I was very nervous and frighten to find out what it is on my foot. I thought it was skin cancer and finally found out it was a wart from the internet. After I know what it is, I felt better. However, the doctor told me it's highly contagious and luckily it did not spread to my genital, I was scared to death and become nervous again. When I think back, why the doctor had to say something like that to scare me? It is because I was projecting a fearful vibration hence, she too project fearful comment towards me. eg. If you are afraid of ghost, you will attract a ghost philosophy. Anyway, I'm now more calm towards this. Although I do not know when this will be healed, I just have to visualize and image that I'm fully recovered. 

I went to guardian today to find some bandage, because I do not want the open wound to spread virus to my kids and back to hubby again. I also bought dettol spray, to spray the floor, especially the warts is not covered after I shower. I hope it help and it will not spread to them. I also did the spinal flush to improve immune system for the kids and ask hubby to do it for me. I don't know what else I can do to protect them, I know this is not life threatening but however to become a host for virus is terrifying and it's definitely not a good thing to have. I do not know why my immune system fail to protect me from this virus and I'm thankful it's not in some part that is hard to heal.

From this lesson, I learn that - Getting a job too cannot rush. I have to wait and believe and Image that I'm in a positive position and everything will flow abundantly to me. 

Louise L Hay - Wart: Little expressions of hate. Belief in ugliness

I am the love and the beauty of life in full expression (affirmation)

I know when i felt this way, I guess I've decided to see the skin specialist because my body knows that I've overcome it and this needs to be removed. But the cold treatment is PAINFUL.

read about Mercury Retrograde

What is Mercury Retrograde, I started asking myself after a series of stuff pop up which I feel uneasy about.

1. Some people thinks I'm stupid not to know their ultimate intention by asking me to do something for them but refuse to provide me things I asked for. However, I will still be friends with you but I will not help you unless you show me some respect.

2. Car windscreen cracked, went to workshop twice to get it repaired. It's just a simple steps by gluing it, I don't understand why 2 times!

3. dead BOSE wave - no calls from the service centre after 8 days. Called them and asked me if i want to order the spare part and needed to wait for 2 weeks. Why not earlier?!

4. I have no patient in waiting for my package from the US (purely emotional problem)

5. being provoked by saying maybe my bazi do not have support in life? Anyway, i feel less angry this time, maybe I've get over the "no support" in life. 

6. small little not so smooth things happened - violin teacher postpone 15min later, the birthday cake arrived earlier than i asked him to (no one at home) etc

no support in life:

I guess it is a harsh word to use. I do have support but because i was looking at the negative, so it amplifies. If I do not have support in life, i will not have completed my studies, i will not have the chance to go experience life in the UK for 3 years, I will not enter IBM and earn a good living, I will not have 2 pretty and handsome kids, I will not have chance to go on luxury holidays, I will not have 5 star hotel membership, I will not have designer furniture for my house for over 200K, I will not have all the free time I have to nap, to learn about spiritual, to fetch my kids to school and classes, to have time teaching them homework and music - ALL these are the universe supporting my life. How am i not grateful. I am seriously grateful to have everything I want in life - to condemn me that I have no support in life by people around me is pure layman understanding. To get whatever you want, the universe will send different people in your life to fulfill it. You should be looking at SUPPORT from the universe/ GOD, your family, neighbor & friends are people who sent by the universe/ GOD. Appreciate them.

Now it's time to reflect and re-do, re-think during the mercury retrograde which ends 27 aug. Do not get bog down by small little unsuccessful or irritating event. Move on and re-create your life.

Things to do for the Week

Thank you hubby, mum & maid's hard work when I was not around last weekend. This is the last class I would have for this year. JY date selection falls on pei's convo date ... aww ... well .... Next Year!

Monday - andrea's violin class. Need to practice for recital this Sunday! I hope she is not LAZY to practice :(

Wednesday - go to skin specialist

Saturday - call to see if ben can join music trial class

Sunday - Bently monthly violin Recital

Tuesday, Thursday, Friday - nothing much (prepare & schedule for house stuff maybe)

Internet Course (Final)

It is funny to see how people behave in some ways that I don't concur (simply because my bazi do not have 7K). I hate it so much but yet, I'm inside the class observing these people pretending for the full 2 days. This Traffic class only taught us the theory of it, big overview on traffics - they uses mind map to teach. In the end of the class, of course more up sell, I of course did not buy any of it. Spending almost 10K for this, if you ask me, I think the whole package - 7 days workshop should only cost 5K. Anyway, I've no regret attending this class because i do learn alot and made some friends. I still could not accept people who has no conscience. Is the divine telling me to keep an open mind, people come across my path may not take my sharing, i shall just move on because there are alot of people out there who has hunger for MONEY, LOVE, STATUS, POWER etc. They just could not have peace in themselves yet. 

Internet Marketer:

1. loves to tell fake stories to make you believe in them

2. loves to tell fake family stories to touch your heart

3. Is very good in strategizing (going into certain market)

4. Is very good in duplicate stuff

5. has no conscience (selling stuff that does not really have value)

6. loves to spam other ppl's mail

7. showing off their email account (just wondering why didn't they show the merchant account instead)

8. showing off their life style (with what they do, I'm sure they can get what they want - with no conscience)

9. every class will talk about - do not share stuff with ur friends, make donation instead if you feel bad. I think they are the one who feels BAD! Sucking poor people money's

10. Do not blink their EYES when telling LIES! 

This world is an ecosystem. Big eats Small. Intelligent eats stupid. Pig eats Tiger (Chinese). Do you want to be eaten or the one who eats others. For those who has 7K in the chart, congratulation because the % of being eaten is less. I'm surely gonna chew by 7K monsters until no bone left. GOD BLESS everyone! 

Divine Guidance oracle Cards (12Aug)

Since waiting for the kids to come home. I thought of trying to pull another card. Guess what? Although it was signaling to rain, but I have an urge to go water my new grass just now (have not been going for past 3 days) because i want my feet to touch the grass, i feel so much energy in me that I feel a need to be grounded. When i was there, I quickly take off my slipper, I stand on the grass and breathe, I feel a nice flowing energy in my body and feel the buzzing vibration in my head lessen, and start watering the plant. I feel so good .... I'm so surprise that I've drawn this card, this is what I need to do today. Thank You. 

R.A.D.I.O

The latest expensive collection I've bought recently is -> BOSE Wave Music System + Soundlink. I still remember when my dad gave me my very 1st hi-fi set when i was in form 3, it was JVC - the sound was good, although it was not any high-end branded hi-fi. I love buying original CDs back then, especially Singles and play the CD over and over again. I remembered, I was showing my cousin sister and told her - the sound was so clear and feel like sitting in an audio room right? She look at me and say :" I don't feel it".  I thought she was jealous and do not want to agree with me. Later I found out, she doesn't have eating god star nor geng zi pillar in her bazi chart. It's not her thing to appreciate finest thing in life. 

When I was studying in the UK, i asked my dad which hi-fi set should I buy. My dad told me Denon. I was like :"what's THAT?". Dad said he uses Denon when he was in the UK last time. Alright, I'm following my dad foot steps, I thought it would be hard to find, cos i have not heard before. To my surprise ... it's everywhere! It's about 300 pounds. I called my dad, 300 pounds, how? He said:" manage your own money, if you have alot left then buy it, if not, go buy sony." Of course i do not want a Sony ... I bought it at all means ... It's so much better than my JVC! I love my Denon and used it for 3 years. 

When I'm back to KL, my Denon was not functioning well. We called the dealer, they do not know how to repair, as they only have home theater system and not hi-fi. I was awfully sad and thought I could not find any decent hi-fi in KL. We have seen yamaha, Sony, etc .. They just could not produce the sound like Denon. Until then I walk into Atlas and try out BOSE wave. WOW, I quickly bought it. I had my 1st BOSE after I've got my 1st pay after graduation :) This is my second BOSE wave, I intend to give it to my children as they need it for their alpha wave CD and others while sleeping & activities. The soundlink is for me to play songs from my iMAC. Soundlink is so cool .... I can play selected songs for andrea's violin accompaniment. 

Divine Guidance oracle Cards (11 Aug)

I've seen Sherwin using this on facebook. Sherwin has helped me to answer some question about my maid & he's also my Bazi instructor at MA. I was quite skeptical for using these online cards as I always think it's probability base and it will never be true. However, I see sherwin posted the card he drawn on FB many times, I thought I would try. This is what I've drawn today:

Your Divine Guidance Reading Results
You truly are an Earth Angel. It is time to recognize and honor the beautiful spirit that you are! Once we are incarnated, we forget who and what we truly are. Now is your time to remember. Claim your wings, knowing you really do make a difference in the lives that you touch. You have many loving angelic beings with you to support you on your divine path. Feel safe in allowing yourself to follow the path that you are guided to walk. Whatever that path may be, you are ready to spread your wings and fly!

Yesterday I wrote about my confusion on energy healing & chanting. I guess, this card tells me to believe in myself as the answer will reveal within myself. Thank You Angels ...

What's the direction

I have started chanting 1st, where I felt the broadband connection. I have then moved to reiki healing because of physical pain. I was struggling to find out what are their connection "chanting & meditation". I came to a conclusion that, chanting is to train our focus, where you have achieved this then you move to meditation where healing could take place. Hence, to me, meditation is the ultimate thing I want to do for healing the mind, body and spirit. Then again, I come back to square 1 .....

(1) Shall I continue chanting nam Myo Ho Ren Ge Kyo?

(2) When doing reiki, shall I call upon shoten zenjin for protection? Will there be a clashed?

(3) Which one is more effective? Chanting or Meditation ... cos I felt faster connection in chanting (like switching on a switch), meditation needs time for the heat/ vibration to build up.

I hope someone could share their experience with me

I read more on:

(1) Going back to SGI teaching, Meaning of Nam Myo Ho Ren Ge Kyo - It is not easy to give a short answer to this question that includes all the aspects of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. Here are two answers. It is the title and the heart of the Lotus Sutra, and it is the Law that explains the workings of life.

(2) Meaning of Meditation & chanting - After reading this article. I guess Chanting is more practical.

His Holiness Dr. Jayant Athavale: Out of the spiritual practices of meditation and chanting, which is superior?
Baba: Chanting is superior

(3) Struggling to find out who is the ascended master for SGI teaching. I need to call upon someone, hence I read about shoten zenjin - SGI Protective God - here 

Conclusion: I shall chant then meditate. Am i on the right path? 
Read - As well as praying, our attitude towards ichinen, or determination, is important

1st Private Lesson

How I wish I could let andrea go thru the pure suzuki teaching method. I'm always on the mode of Come What May, because i believe in affinity, what the divine wants to present it to me for learnings and also I strongly believe it's always the best that comes my way. Yesterday was andrea's first private lesson with dr.ng, he has corrected her something that makes me very happy [focus on the contact point, bow position when playing, step&skip notes]. I guess the best teacher is the teacher that the student like. However I WILL NOT stop searching for what i wanted. 

I've called up my suzuki piano teacher (friend) in kota kinabalu, sabah. Asked her about the rate they charge, as I wanted to know if they charge per lesson or per month. She gets very irritated when I told her about dr.ng uses encore book when andrea 1st started, keep on saying he is not a pure suzuki teacher. This time she told me she has a friend moved to KL and begin to teach in KL. Asked me to contact her. I searched online and found out that they have a package : suzuki private lesson + suzuki group class + harmonic road (solfege singing, movement, rhythm, keyboard playing, and creative activities). Isn't GREAT? thought of getting vocal class for andrea, with this no need vocal class already!!

The centre is far from where i'm living, but i have a gut feeling this is a total solution centre if you want to learn music - go here. Maybe I shall sign up their Harmonic road course at USJ. Still thinking .... Thank You for answering my prayer so quickly. Appreciate it!

3rd Job Opportunity

If you say I'm not in demand, I cannot agree. If you say that I do not perform in IBM hence no people manager job - I was rated above average for the past 3 years. If you say I'm going thru bad luck - that make sense, but WHY? Go back to the basic - subconscious mind problem. When this headhunter called, i observe myself how i react and what i was thinking. You know what?! my mum pop out - telling me don't change job, your kid is your priority. My husband pop out - he was silent (as usual when he disagree with something). My mind was like mud + water = sabotage myself (telling myself this is another heart breaker news), subconsciously agree to mum &hubby, feeling down because I can't get the best of both worlds. 

See the pattern? I'm born and surrounded by selfish people. Hence i strongly want to adopt shichida/suzuki method of parenting. I'm yearning for love, comfort and support - I don't get it in my life, hence I do not give it to other people too. The vicious cycle repeat itself. I want to BREAK it! It's not healthy .... everyone can have the best of both world ... money & time? I have it right now, why can't I have it throughout my life. Sure I have it, if I continue believing it. In my healing recording, kelly howell said :"imagine that you have got a new project and you are very excited about it" In life, i think you need this kind of feeling to get your body healthy, I do not have this for a long long long time. I just need to keep believing, things I want to manifest in my life. 

3rd job opportunity for 2011 : Maybank Berhad

Position: Head, Strategy & Analytics

Reporting to: Head, Regional Cards 

Om Ah Hum ..... PEACE 

GOD loves me, it's going to rain and I don't have to water my new grass :) Yippie.. maybe some burger queen game! 

ben august shichida

This month I'm bringing ben again :) We did this rotation so that I could keep up with the teaching and observe how my kids behave in class, hubby is not as committed as I am, hence I need to do the hard work myself for nurturing the kids. Hubby has trained ben well in class. To my surprise, Ben DOES NOT go down the chair, not even ONCE!! I'm very happy with this small little progress. Even for flash cards, he look at it 50% - and completed all the games sensei gave ON THE CHAIR! Yippie ... this would be so much easier for me :) 

Ben is getting familiar with the 'matching game' - from flash memory, linking memory + left brain games. Now it's time for me to teach him all the things in detail in shichida class. He loves to call out to 'sensei' loudly when he is done with keeping his games. Yesterday for image play, we played golf. Ben keep hitting the ball but it could not go into the hole, he is smart enough to put the ball into the hole with his hand. lol ... He knows what his goal is. Don't care about the process (use the stick to hit the ball), go to the end goal in mind (ball in the hole). lol .... Benjamin now did not touch the abacus when other kids is counting, he would sit on the table and watch them count. I really felt that he's all grown up *warm in the heart* 

After the class, i bring him to the toilet, he pee in the toilet bowl!! I hope before his 2 year old birthday he could be off the diaper. Benjamin can count 1 to 10 right now.

Motherhood Week

This week, there is nothing else but to mentally settle down myself. For all the mess I've created (scolding, beating, screaming) - I've started writing a schedule, prioritize what to do with the kids, think deep how to solve current problem without raising my voice, visualize a harmony environment when spending time with the kids. 

1. Sort out the kumon books I've bought for andrea few months ago. Target to finish it by end of this year. I will also need to buy more kumon for benjamin like sticker & paste, as he really enjoy his cutting book. Ben is very daring and he learn very fast, he can open & close the scissors the first time i taught him. The flip side is - he doesn't take instruction very well (impatient. Just like me). Andrea's Grade 1 Subtraction book is great - we have done the 4th page thus far. all is well, no drama.

2. Suzuki Music suppose to bring GOOD to the parents & child, just like shichida. However it has turn out to be a nightmare. After pointing my fingers out, I know the root cause is me, hence I point my fingers back at my nose (all of us need to release energy, hence the finger pointing, after energy is released, it's time to repair our aura - isn't it tedious? I have not found a way to release energy in a positive way. It shall be in my spiritual goal next). I have started to adopt ideas from here - listen to the CD (i used to listen to the whole CD, now specifically the track that I'm working on) and create a practice log. 

3. Benjamin has been very good, always making energy ball on his own. I'm not sure why he does that, but I continue doing it with him when he does that. Tell him stuff to do like, washing away the negative energy (will say wash away the flu if he is sick) and after eating the energy ball - you are strong and healthy! All these are imagination/ visualization exercise which is very useful for spiritual path. To me spiritual path = strong right brain = inner peace = excellent manifestation = fulfilling experience on earth = love for the people on earth (this is what dr. suzuki & dr. shichida has done to awaken parents who has affinity with them)

Thank you Highself & angels for helping me to locate my missing kumon book (my maid look for it the whole night), I found it myself the next morning. I say a little prayer, then relax, let my third eye show me where the book is. Secondly, I'm so grateful to stumble upon this blog on teaching suzuki. It's really not so much about teaching the music, but more to parenting (just like shichida) and I could learn from her - additional technique that our teacher is not teaching. This lady also into spiritual and is very goal orientated (respect), I like reading her blog, it sounds so much like me but I was not as determine as her - setting goals on paper every week! I'm not even half way reading her blog, too much information and I need to put it down on my "mummy notebook" bit by bit.

Andrea 4yrs 1month

Andrea's milestone:

(1) Still at summer academy, genio art, suzuki violin (3 recital thus far), shichida

(2) do homework every night - shichida worksheets, kumon workbook, practise violin

(3) started kumon grade 1 subtraction - this is purely for her abacus counting as her fingers are confusing to her. will go back to kumon math skills when her foundation is strong. I want her to count without fingers or abacus.

(4) do not like other people to be better than her (I need to stop people around her to OVER PRAISE her)

(5) At home, still need the maid to feed. She has a habit of doing everything slowly & dreamy - eating, doing maths, playing the violin, getting up from bed, wearing her shoes. I'm not sure is her EG star making her this or my HO star making me irritated because I hate slow people! How to overcome scolding??

(6) Still drinks milk before sleep, bring out the bottle after drinking. Fell asleep in her own bed, always waking up on the floor. Always play with her ipad before sleep. Change her own pajamas and bring out used clothes to the basket herself.

(7) only need 4 days for memorizing 50 linking memory. Can understand Cantonese well (will ask us question after me and hubby talk to each other). Love to watch high 5 & charlie and lola still. Trying to pronounce words by herself. Can read simple words. love to eat sweets ... (I'm stopping her because it has damage the brain - she has hard time memorizing allegretto)

(8) Love to enjoy fine things. clothes & food. always only choose nice clothes and always ask daddy to bring her to restaurant at hotel. Love Julie to tie her hair nicely and put on hair clip herself. 

(9) Cheerful and happy girl (not until i scream at her - anyway, she ignores me too), love to LAUGH with friends and benjamin out of no where. Loves to go playground, running. Love to whisper (since 1 month ago). Love to put vitamin E (same gang as daddy) on scar. Love to watch video on imac. 

(10) Love to drink caprisonne, chocolate milk and plain biscuit. Daily will eat either of it when arrive home from grandma house. Loves to draw with colour pencil, crayon, magic colour, water colour and stamping ink. Andrea is very helpful and independent.

Suzuki Method - Foreword

I have read this suzuki book a few times, however it does not stuck into my head. Right now, I'm reading it once again. After failing to make andrea the best student (compared to victor), screaming and scolding andrea, putting all the blame on the teacher, I've finally woke up and draw up my schedule to practice and learn more about suzuki method thru the internet. This is what I want to share with all the mothers: 

"I have come to know without a doubt that ability is not inborn. Please raise your child to be a fine human being. Heart and ability depend entirely on the manner of nurturing. Everyone knows how important it is to cultivate seedlings with care, yet some parents are inattentive and indifferent to their children's development. Without exerting any effort, they resign themselves to the thought that, "my child was born this way". I hope you will not repeat this lamentable mistake from past eras of human civilization". - Dr. Shinichi Suzuki

"Every child is a wonderful creature, a precious being. Please give your child the opportunity to be nurtured, and please explore the best ways to nurture him. Please do not fail to nurture your child. It is a mistake to think that your child's future is only a matter of heredity or inborn qualities. In response to the skill and ingenuity of the nurturer, any child can be fostered to achieve a high level of ability." - Dr. Shinichi Suzuki

I've nothing more to say. Back to the shichida principle. How can i forgot. I will re-visit this entry again when I feel like scolding andrea. Thanks Dr. Shinichi Suzuki. Human always need gentle reminder!