Heart Burnt

Before i start, it has been very hard to logon to blogspot these 2 days!

I experienced heart burnt 2 days ago, anytime the whole day. I cannot remember i experience this during Andrea's time. However it has reduced today, when i eat too full only i felt it. Gynae went for holiday hence i only see her in 1 month's time, it suppose to be 3 weeks, hope everything is going fine. 2 weeks time to next visit!

Besides, i also feel heartbeat like in my tummy, but im really sure it's not braxton hicks. During andrea's time i also do not have these heartbeat like feeling. It has started since 6 months or so. However, im pretty sure it's not heartbeat because it's way too slow for a baby's heartbeat. I've asked gynae last visit, she said yeah, some ppl says baby hiccup inside, and said do not worry. I seriously do not know if this is normal. sigh.... a month to go, hope everything goes smoothly.

Meatball Soup

Ingredients:
Minced pork, vege to be added into the meatball, organic vegetable stock, frozen peas, diced carrot & pasta

Chop the vege & combine the pork, then form the mixture into small balls. Just big enough for the small mouth. Put stock in a pot & bring to boil, add peas, carrots & pasta to cook. Drop the meatballs into the simmering soup for 5 min or until the meatballs turn white & float to the surface.

READY.

Long Weekend

1. Went to Ipoh to have hubby's favourite prawn at Mun Chong & give out moon cakes to our relatives. Mum went to buy baker's cottage "hak lung chu" for my grandma, to me, it's just normal. But the sales was damn good and they had to force ppl to buy 1 box (4pcs) & only 1 "hak lung chu" in it. Don't think their customer experience will be good, my mum is very upset, buy 1 for the price of 4! Wish them Luck next year!

2. Had barbecue at parents place yesterday & played with lantern. we had too many food to eat & andrea is very well behaved. Andrea loves the barbecue Marshmallow!

3. We had many meals outside this weekend & andrea loves mac & cheese the best & her favourite chocolate milkshake.

4. I have bought some more stuff from think toys again because of that 20% voucher, this time they gave me another voucher :( It's so tempting, how not to buy anything with that 20% voucher. Anyway, bought another 24 pcs puzzle, board games & phonics CD with song book. That CD + song book is super expensive, almost RM100 but i did not regret, the songs are really nice & most of all, Andrea loves it!

5. Baked blueberry muffin again as the muffin i bought from Isetan is not very fresh!

Shang Palace Moon Cake

We have been Shangrila's platinum member for the last 2 years, decided to stop because their membership increased RM200 per year & did not have additional benefits. No doubt we love the food at Shang Palace & Zipangu, i guess even if we go without discount, it will still worth not to pay RM600+ per year.  We love Horizon club too, but now they have restricted for the kids to enter, hence, i do think it's not worth it since we cannot stay in with andrea & another one coming later. 

Back to moon cake, so far we have been buying Moon cake from Shang Palace & it was delicious! I've tried many and have not found any that is better than Shang Palace. I was glad that they were having 10% discount for SCB credit card holder, hence i enjoy the discount without having to become their platinum member. Andrea loves it too! It's not too sweet & the white lotus is perfect. It can only keep for 10 days, but usually we consume it within 5 days as after that you will feel abit dry. For 'bing pei' can only keep for '3-5' days max. I'll go buy somemore this weekend, hope that famous choc bing pei is available this time! Yum... 

Kui You month

September the kui you month, what it has in store for me? kui is my output star, no doubt the studio unit rented out so quickly just 2 weeks and we get our desired tenant, signed on tenant agreement & get our deposit & rental for the unit. The previous tenant wanted to move out immediately, thought we can forfeit the 2 months deposit but he was begging us, out of good deeds, we return the remaining amount - minus cleaning fees & half a month before we rent out to this new tenant.

I have another you in my natal chart, you you is a self punishment destruction. Now i know what i did wrong, Say something that i shouldn't have said to my colleagues & Parents. Should keep my frustration to myself for the remaining month, do not want to slap my own face anymore.

Mercury dates are from 7-29 September, it will affect those people who has snake, rooster & Ox in their bazi chart. They will encounter communication breakdown, equipment failure ... etc. I think for those things i shouldn't say & have said to my colleagues & parents this month is also due to the mercury dates - Communication breakdown!

Leg Cramp

Leg Cramp has only came in at 32 weeks this pregnancy. Maybe i walk lesser this time as i work from home most of the time. Yesterday i had one attack & had one a week ago. So far only twice, so still not so bad. Had been taking black sesame powder, alternate days or lesser (forgot sometimes). I guess now should be able to remember because of the cramp!

Baby weight 1.9KG yesterday, i wonder if he will reach 3KG when delivered. I do not know tif he boy theory is correct, many says: ahh, boys usually are smaller! Don't worry.... but i know some who delivered boy were very big too! Just hope he is a strong & healthy baby!

Emotional Unstable

Due to the changing hormones, i have difficult time to calm myself. Every little things will provoke me or worries me, I'm so tired. Work has not been very pleasant, now i think it's my hormone causing all these unhappiness. Andrea is with me again this week & my maid is driving me crazy.

SHE WANTED TO USE ANDREA'S ROLLING PIN TO ROLL THE PIZZA DOUGH!

That is a toy OKay, although it's made of wood and looks like it can be used as a rolling pin to the dough, but NO! Crazy... she showed black face and refuse to eat the ham we left for her for breakfast. I throw that ham away after that in front of her.

Andrea has been pretending to cry lately too, or a real cry always with the maid. During bath time, meal times (3 times a day) & play time. It's driving me crazy, how can playing also CRY! I think my hormone is killing me, i cannot take all these small little things anymore. When is baby coming out?!

Personal View

Many people put shichida & glenn doman to comparison, I think this is largely due to both using flash cards. Hm.. my believe was the same as the public although i've attended shichida for exactly 1 year now. On the web or even attended many shichida seminar, you could not find what the real essence is. Because no one really compare them or they do not have in dept knowledge with these two programs. i've even attended glenn doman method of bringing up your child by dr. laila from nury institute (only for Malays last time, now the doctor is 80+, i dunno how long she will still be here), she too never compare it with shichida or whatever right brain development that is available.

This got me thinking when my blogger friend said her daughter started to read words on the flash cards. I do not know if Andrea can read words on the flash cards, because we flash it the shichida way not the glenn doman way. My youngest sister follows glenn doman method when she was born (my mum was a civil servant and got the opportunity to attend dr. laila's course when she was working with DBKL), no doubt my sister understanding power is strong since young & now is becoming a medical doctor in 1-2 years time.

Glenn doman: repetition of flash cards in a day (only a few cards a day) + show love to your kids (praising)
Shichida: no repetition, flash VERY fast - activate right brain wavelength (10-100 cards) + show love to your kids (praising)

Personal view:
GD - improve flash memory (right brain), reading & writing. Immediate results can be seen.
Shichida - improve 5 senses using right brain. some senses improvement can be seen, but many can't like speed reading, Imaging etc. Even the breathing exercise i still need to guide her. No doubt ESP and flash memory (object location, linking memory & tell the difference) is perfect.

Nose Bleed

Andrea had nose bleed yesterday, it scared the hell out of my maid and of course me & hubby. My maid call for us as she didn't know what to do. We took out the thermometer and her temperature is at 37 degrees, well that's andrea's usual temperature.

We quickly get a wet towel to clean her and put on her forehead. Then have my maid to make apple + carrots for her. I do not know what had happen, maybe she is dehydrated because her poo is quite hard for the past 1 day. On the way to shichida class, we bought coconut water for her too. Hope the nose bleed will not come back again.

Puzzles

Andrea started to do puzzle when she was 10 months old:

1. M&S 2 piece animal puzzles (10 or 15 sets). This is where she starts to learn animals & colours

2. Wooden transportation puzzles - 5-7 piece for 4 sets. Andrea took very long to master this

3. jig-saw puzzle book from kinokuniya - 9 pieces for 7 pages. Learn how to match the background & turn the pieces to fit.

4. Princess & tractor set for 24 pieces each. Just bought it yesterday from think toys pavillion, had 20% discount. Andrea can finish it with our little help! amazing! These puzzles came in big pieces, after completing it, it's quite big actually & andrea loves it. Just right for little kids.

I feel so heavy

These few days, even i stand i need to hold on something to help me get up. Despite my not very favourable weight gain, thus far i have increased 6 kg at month 8, still i need this support & feel very tired even when only stand for 5 min. I no longer could carry andrea for long, hold heavy groceries bags & lie on the floor. 

What's different from previous pregnancy:

1. do not have to do housework but now need to read & sing to andrea for hours

2. now still need to drive and pump my own petrol at month 7-9, andrea needs some entertainment sometimes during Saturday. I'm afraid i can't do it when my legs cannot take the pressure

3. Cannot go out to have my favourite food as much as i can, due to H1N1. Hope my boy will not be a picky eater next time. Andrea started to show favourism towards the food i like to eat during pregnancy, such as japanese food, dine in Fridays/ Chillies, Pizza etc

4. No preparation thus far for the delivery, did not buy anything & have not think of where to put my confinement lady. No room for her as my maid has already occupy the maid's room. Most probably sleep with me, dunno OK or not.

5. Play alot of facebook game this pregnancy instead of reading, hope there are no bad influence to the baby

Shichida - 6 Sept 09

I want to record down that andrea started to sing AIUEO with sensei, not very loud but the mouth is moving! That's a very good achievement to me, because i do not know why she does not want to sing in class although she knows how to sing. Maybe too shy or not confident enough. I'm very proud of her.

Besides she can now recognize number 1-10. She can pick up the numbers i ask her to during the class. She can also count 1 - 20 confidently now, with no missed. shichida currently stops at 20, i think i shall introduce 21 - 30 now.

Now Andrea can do her number tracing on her own, worksheets from shichida. I'm amaze that she took out her magic colour and start writing it herself & show it to me happily. She has really grown up ALOT!

I recommend Kumon workbooks i bought from kinokuniya/ MPH as i can see that andrea's progress is faster than her classmates, despite she is the youngest in her class. i wouldn't say she is smarter but i think is the exposure she gets. Andrea can do puzzles very well, hold a scissors very well, shapes & colours activities she can finish it very fast. She is always ahead of her classmates when doing all these activities. I've also started andrea with the big kumon books - easy maze & numbers 1-30 just yesterday. She has trouble in the maze but i guess it's the exposure, I'm sure she will get it right very soon!

addicted to Roller Coaster Kingdom

Oh dear, another game in facebook that makes me addicted to it. Realise another shortcoming, actually i already know! keke... i'm very impatient and needed to build the park as soon as possible & make lots of money & organize the park as pretty as possible. What i did? On another computer to keep the window open, this way the XP & coins moves up faster. While i do work i will check on the coin status periodically & do upgrades, buy new things when there is enough money for me to do so. Hope i could finish this game as soon as possible, cannot tahan myself! lol.

Update - 1 oct 09.

It's a shame that RCK has made the game worst. I've totally lost interest in it & have remove it from my FB. Never came across a game that does the improvement to worsen customer experience. Well, good luck to them!

Removing Buttons

Andrea is able to remove her own buttons on her shirt. It was quite hard actually & i'm surprise that she could remove 5 buttons on her shirt yesterday when i was helping her to change into her sleepwear. She refuse for me to help her & would slowly take her time to remove it, i think she took roughly 2-3min to have all unbutton :)

We went back to ipoh & i'm happy that she is not so afraid of people anymore. Well, if those people were too physical, she will reject & started to cry. If they started by talking to her 1st & slowly hold her hand, she is alright & would also follow them to where ever they bring her. She is able to share her food (biscuit) to her cousins & aunty & uncles too.

Daddy has bought her a flag on Sunday, she were happily waving her flag all the way & would point to us "Malaysia Flag" whenever she saw it. Yesterday, she was excited to see many people waving their flags on the TV & would imitate them & smile back to me. Andrea can say "Merdeka" too

Size: Age 2-3

Wow, i spent alot today at zara kids! Finally i'm buying clothes from the kids section.... no more baby zara! They are all very pretty and the fabrics are really soft! i feel happy after shopping, although it's not for myself. Girly clothes are really pretty. 

1. a skirt

2. a 3/4 pants

3. a blouse

4. 3 T-shirts

5. a sweater

We are going back to ipoh tomorrow & is going to give away andrea's clothes. Only those for outing, home wear will keep it for little brother. 

30 Weeks

I'm on my 30 weeks now & sad to say that i have not been practising Taikyo. It's really hard to do meditation when i'm having so much worries & stressed :( At night time, i would sleep at 9pm together with Andrea & woke up to start work at 8.30am. I know it's an excuse but i just could not do the meditation, easily get distracted because i'm thinking TOO MUCH recently. I just can't help it. How??....

Maybe shall try after work at 5pm. Hope i have got the mood.

Baby is kicking really hard now and likes to wriggle inside me. I've started bird nest last week, hope he gets some protein & grow bigger & fair like andrea. Hope he will be born no lesser than 3KG.

How's the Journey

1. I only putting on 5kg so far, for 7 months preggy i remember i put on more than that previously. I've asked my gynae she said baby is growing so it's OK. My mum said i've been worried to much so baby didn't grow fast. I guess I'm overly concern about H1N1 and also work, because of H1N1 i work from home although i know my boss doesn't like it.

2. Work does not go smoothly, alot of hiccups due to bad leader from GMU & bad structure. No appreciation due to bad manager or due to the bad economy. I think it's my Luck, bad career luck this year. Go AWAY, don't stick to me!!

3. Made some cakes recently & 50% failed! I dunno why, maybe i'm not happy? My new kitchenaid mixer is really cool, i'm gonna make more things beside cake!

4. House searching has not been finalised, loan have not approved for the latest property that we like. This is really tidious, we had 2 loan approved previously for the other 2 properties but did not pursue because we need to compromise other things, for such expensive property i don't think we should have this feeling. In the end, we are back in Kota Kemuning, for all the searching... Kota Kemuning is our home. Hope the loan will approve ASAP.

Diaper Free at Night

Sometime ago i wrote about andrea's Diaper free in the day. For the past one week, we were brave enough to just let andrea wear her panty to sleep instead putting on Mamypoko. So far no accident yet, i cannot imagine if she sleeps on her own urine in the middle of the night & catch a cold after that.

However, she has stayed dry the whole night for a few months already, this is why we dare to try. We are quite confident in her but not 100% yet, i will wake up to touch her buttock 1 or 2 times in the middle of the night. lol. But i'm happy that my girl is achieving this milestone :)

Back with me

Oh dear, my girl is back with me this week after 2 days in grandma house. My poor sister had fever yesterday & i guess it's best to keep andrea with me since i'm still working from home. I've planned to do lots of things this week but with my girl's present don't think i can do much now.

Monday - transferred all photos to my macbook (took me whole day, there is too much to be transferred & organized it)
Tuesday - Completed the Video of andrea from New born - 1 year old (took me half a day)
*wanted to use pixart for all our family trip since andrea is born, i have - Kota kinabalu trip, PLR trip + Tokyo trip. I don't know if i can finish it by this week.

I do miss andrea dearly when she is away in my mum house, I'm happy that she is with me now :)

Shichida - 9 Aug 2009

Noticed that i have not update on shichida progress for over a month now.

All the activities were still the same, they have changed some songs that is really nice. Yet to get the lyrics from the centre, I need to learn how to sing 1st, hehe...

Andrea still enjoy going to class & i like the class too because it's small, only 3 students including us. The homework were still the same but getting tough, we need to draw the other half of the picture shown! Even i have problem doing it :s

Her achievement? hm... still the same... i don't see any extra output.

Apple Cake

Nice....

Ingredients:

125g butter, 125g caster sugar, 1/2 tsp vanilla essence, 1 medium egg, 125g self raising flour (sifted), 2 dessert apples (sliced)

1. Beat butter & sugar until light and fluffy

2. add vanilla essence & whole egg then add flour until the mixture is smooth. 

3. line up apples in the bottom of the baking tray & pour the cake mixture on top of the apples. 

4. Bake the cake for 20-25min

Random

I hate to feel sorry for myself when i did not achieve/ do a good job that i was suppose to be doing, example married the man for my life, achieve my career milestone, bring up my children the way i want & etc. 

Some people born with good direct officer luck, hence they have good husband & career luck. It's really pitiful that one like me who has weak direct officer luck. It's a shame and a fact that i always trying not to admit it, to succumb to my flaw in my life. How much effort i have put in to chant everyday ever since i've gotten married/ have kids, does this mean i really have to surrender to my failure in these areas without chanting? Does my luck not change since i've chanted so much since young? 

I hate people around me telling me i'm having a good life. Please shut up & mind your own business. Having a good life or not is not you to judge & stop being jealous because i'm not as good as you think. For me being pretty, My husband handsome & earn alot (u think), able to work from home and earn more than you, having a child at a young age, carrying a boy, no need to pay for my own car/ house, etc If you do not have these, you are not even an inch more unhappier than me. 

After marriage, I do not have someone to talk to when i feel really really low, my husband just brush me away or just do not understand. I feel lonely in office & at home sometimes when my husband ignoring me. How long & how far i can go with this condition? You can take me away if you want to, i'm tired, no regrets. 

Looking Back

I've just posted a video of Andrea singing Mandarin Song on facebook yesterday, then was browsing thru all the videos hubby taken when andrea was young from crawling to walking - from babbling to talking to singing. It was so fun watching them as it reminds me how fast kids grow! I do not know what other toddler can do at 2 years 1 month but I'm very happy that andrea could do many things now to cheer myself & hubby up EVERYDAY.

Avocado Smoothie

Andrea loves it!

Ingredient:
1 Avocado, Fresh Milk, Water, Maple syrup

Avocado & fresh milk to blender, add water to smoothen the texture & blend somemore. When done pour into cup & add 1 tablespoon of syrup.
I add 1 cube of ice into the drinks.

Blueberry Muffin

Very Successful!

Ingredients:
150g plain flour, 1tsp baking powder, 1 egg, 60g soft brown sugar, 45g butter, 1/2tsp vanilla extract, 40g blueberries (i put 100g)

1. Sift flour & baking powder.
2. Combine egg, brown sugar, butter & vanilla extract then add in flour & baking powder. Gently fold in blueberries.
3. Spoon into 6 muffins trays, bake for 25min

Andrea loves it because she loves blueberry muffin story in strawberry shortcake book :)

Will Writing

Due to recent H1N1, i've asked for a quotation from Rockwill, it cost RM600 all inclusive (will writing + custody + Will executor). I've asked about prudential 1 year ago, it cost slightly more than RM600, i guess i will choose the cheapest one. Just hope i can get all these done before anything bad happen to me :(

Target to get it signed before end of this week.

Rockwill came to my company to give a talk two years ago, he advised us to get a Will executor instead of our own family member, this is because the process is too tedious & you need to spend ALOT of time getting things ready & expect lots of hiccups. Just called my parents & they said they appoint me as the Will executor! Oh DEAR.... well, for my Will, my beneficiary just need to sit and wait for good news :)

Favourite food

Getting Andrea to eat is really tough, my maid has to coax her & sometimes my maid will show anger towards her too. Hence now my mum would help with andrea's dinner sometimes, if andrea is at my mum place. She eats very little, don't know when her intake will increase. Here is her favourite food that we do not need to feed, she can eat all of it herself:

1. Red bean paste bao
2. Blueberries
3. Mac & cheese from Fridays
4. Hot Dogs from Chilli's
5. Caprisonne
6. egg tart
7. Pizza
8. Jelly

Full Basket

Just yesterday, I've searched high and low for my documents, needed it for house loan application. It was a painful process because i have kept too many papers for over 3 years! I've just cleaned up all of them & had a basket full of papers to be disposed! Now Hubby's papers are more than mine & i can start to nag him instead! kekeke....

Tidy up all Bank Stuff, Share investment stuff & updated everything into my portfolio spreadsheets, i feel fresh because everything is updated now :) Hope money will be rolling in fast fast, needed it for many things... due to H1N1 i need to buy more kitchenware like steamer, electrical cooker, food processor etc.. need to cook more instead of eating out so often now. I love August.

H1N1 Scare

The increasing death in Malaysia is worrying me, i really do not know what to do to prevent myself 100% from getting infected. Many people now still being an ignorant to H1N1, but i really pray that they could be abit more merciful to the high risk group of people like me.

Let's look at Bazi (year of birth) Satistic of people die from H1N1. These age & info were extracted from The Star Online. as of 6 August 2009.

It seems that earth element is being affected the most :( i have 2 earth in my bazi chart. God please protect me ....

Phonics Books

I've bought a wide variety of books for andrea. Just recently (2 weeks ago) i've saw Times book store has lady bird's Phonic books series, I bought 9 of them but they have 12 in that series, however the 1st three books were out of stock. This is the best phonics books so far that i've seen.

I have bought 2 other phonics books last time:

1. The Magic school bus series (from US - not very 'phonics', if you know what i mean) - 12 books in total

2. Local phonics books bought it from Toys R Us - 4 books in total

Those 2 andrea could 'read' or i would say memorize it, hence i've bought this lady bird series so that she won't feel bored & i find it really good. Just after 2 weeks andrea could 'read'/ memorize some of it. Phonics books are good because the sentence is short & each story is just a few pages. 

Ren Shen Month

Here comes my output month (eating god), i may be getting some goddie stuff to eat or earning a little bit extras. My rob wealth month just past & indeed i did get rob (not physically), i've spent over RM1K for respiratory mask. I do find it as a necessary because it claim to be better than N95, however after i bought it & read it online after purchase that... No mask can protect you 100% from virus. Ah well, my RM1K spent is not very worth it, but somehow i think it's the best you can get in the market. http://totobobo.com/

my rob wealth month brings me great misfortune, just received a call from fedex KLIA custom that says my package is taxable! They gonna rob around RM200 from me for nothing! checked the fedex system and my item was retained on 31st July 2009! Darn! 

Just hope august will be a great month for me.

Time with my girl

I spent the whole week with andrea this week. I enjoy alot but not without a maid to help in her feeding & preparing for food :)

1.I played/ read to her in between of my working hours
2.Bring her to the play ground after work
3.Bathe her after play ground
4.She sticks to me & wants me to help her in everything she does
5.She says "I love you mummy"

Pandemic

Current Pandemic matters to me alot, not that Im afraid of death but i do not want to bring harm to my unborn child. Today i just read the star online and saw that one pregnant lady is warded because of the flu. Of all high risk group of person, i do think pregnant lady should be protected more & public should pay more attention to pregnant ladies because it will kill 2 lifes instead of 1.

Mum had just came back from ipoh (she took bus), hence to be on the safe side, i work from home this week to stay with andrea at home. I may be overly concern especially my colleagues thinks I'm paranoid with it. People around me just do not understand or having the same concern that i have, because they are not pregnant or they may not have a young kid. Both medicine for the flu, tamiflu and relenza, both were not tested for pregnant ladies, they do not know if pregnant mothers consume it, will it harm the baby i.e defect or cause death. Thus i really hope no more pregnant mothers will be harm by this virus.

Talkative

Andrea has became very very talkative 1 week ago. Me and hubby exchange smile very often nowadays! We cannot believe our little girl has become so talkative & has very wide vocabulary in her speech too.

1. Talk to neighbours voluntarily, is not a shy girl anymore
scene a - I have hello kitty & snoopy. Mousy is from pangkor island
scene b - My daddy is waiting for me outside
2. Talk to herself non-stop in the car
scene a - must wear sun glasses, it's so bright
scene b - Mr.sun & moon is for your brother
3. Will tell me, hubby & maid about what is going on around her
4. Always ask daddy and mummy if she can do something
scene a - can i go to the swing, slide, see-saw
scene b - can i do my homework
5. Always telling daddy and mummy she wants to go sunway zoo, pangkor island, japan & kinokuniya!
6. Has been very active too, likes to play sliding with daddy using her bedspread. She cannot get enough of it, she will give her hello kitty, snoopy & mousy some rides on her bedspread too! Of course with lots of talking, pretending three of her toys were talking to each other.

She has been talking alot ... really alot ... sometimes i tend to ignore but i remind myself not to do it! She has been watching charlie & lola & reading many books, i do not know if that helps in her vocab. But somehow, many people said no TV for child below 3 or 5 .... It's all depends how dedicated & how much time you have for your child :)

My 28th birthday

On my birthday, it was one day before the eclipse! How bad it is i know.. sigh, that is the reason why we do not have big celebration & im not very happy as well, maybe the eclipse has affected my emotion. I do not know why either.

Early in the morning was all gloomy and dark, many ppl thought it was the day of eclipse! Maybe the universe was just preparing for the eclipse, clean the earth alittle with rain & prepare the human emotion for that yin&yang disappearance. Hubby brought me out to have lunch, we had lobster soup & Tiger prawn! Then we had dinner at my parents place as usual, but we ate mee suah that day & eat the birthday cake for dessert. I've ordered the Caramel Almondine, however it does not taste the same. I'm not really satisfied with my cake this time :( Maybe it's the eclipse! August will be fine i guess..... *smile*

Clothes give away

Andrea has 2 younger cousin sisters, hence me and hubby decided to give away some of andrea's pretty clothes & shoes.

When i was unpacking the 2 big boxes, we really have many pretty shoes, pants, blouses & dresses! This makes me recall the happiness i had when buying these beautiful little clothing for andrea & also the hope for her to grow up to be healthy and confident and pretty. I'm so proud to be a mother to give her everything the best & pretty. From all these old clothes, i know i love her dearly & she will be my precious little girl even when she grew up :)

Sun Eclipse on 22 Jul 09

As a JY student, I'm surely concern about the astrology & the universe.

As per JY twitter, It is advisable to stay indoor (especially between 8am to 11am) + especially if you have the Chen, Wei, Xu and Chou in your bazi chart or going thru these Luck Pillar. If you are exposed, bad luck will be with you for 6 months to 6 years.

Hubby has only 1 of those animals, Me & Andrea has 2 of each! Arghh.... Maybe i shall work from home or take leave that day.

Eating Healthily

I'm trying to eat healthy this pregnancy. Learn about food that i should eat & should not eat during the shichida prenatal class. I have cut down my coke consumption ALOT, i think i do still drink once or twice a month. I just drank half a can on Tuesday afternoon, but i ate lots of sardine yesterday night :p

I will add my letchitin & wheat germ in my lunch if i can (if i take soya bean or porridge). I think i had it once a week, well.. maybe too little huh... will try to consume more. I also had black sesame added to my dinner once a week. Mum will cook millet & brown rice added to white rice once a week too.

Shichida is an excellent program but their service is not that excellent. I've attended their prenatal course about 1 1/2 months ago, the brain supplement that i ordered still have not arrived yet! It's taking too long! I've found online that one of the organic shop in Singapore is selling it, they just responded to my email today. I'm waiting for their account number so that i can TT money to them. I hope the delivery will not take too long. I'm 5 months preggy already, 4 months to go, i need to eat whatever i can! *Imaging that I'm getting it next week*

Wet Free at night

Well, not totally wet free. 7 days a week, there is about 4-5 days are wet free. Andrea now can control her urge to urine very well, day time is totally diaper free and have zero accident occur. When we are out, she would tell us when she needs to go to the toilet. I hope soon she will off Mamypoko totally! :)

My Baby Signs Song Book

Andrea can now sing song without going out of tune, me and hubby was so amazed that she took out her Baby signs Song Book and start singing without going out of tune.

We have bought this kit when Andrea was about 1 year old. We have been listening to the CD for months at night, when coming back from my parents place after dinner. I've been using the book to sing for andrea when she asked me to.

Yesterday, andrea took the book and sat on my dressing table chair. Open the book and using her pointer and point to the words while she is singing. I do not know if she knows how to read yet or just imitating me while i sing to her all these while, but she did not miss out any words and the tune is perfect! It was a shock to me and hubby! We are really proud of our 2 year old little girl :)

Weekend Recipe: 4th & 5th July

1 breakfast, 2 Lunch, 1 snack, 1 dessert. Andrea likes all of them.

Banana Pancakes
Ingredients:
3 ripe mashed bananas, 150g white flour, 2 tsp baking powder, 250ml reduced-fat milk, 1 tbsp maple syrup
Sieve the flour + baking powder into the mashed bananas. Add reduced-fat milk + maple syrup and stir constantly until smooth. Set aside for 1 hour. Fry it with non-stick frying pan using butter. Use Maple syrup as dip if desired.

Cauliflower Mornay
Ingredients:
cauliflower, green peas, pasta, chicken (diced), onion & garlic, 2 tsp cornflour, 125ml reduced-fat milk, 3 tbsp grated cheddar cheese
Cut the cauliflower into small pieces (enough for the small mouth), boil cauliflower, pasta & green peas until soft. Fry chicken, onion & garlic separately. Heat the milk & add in the corn flour, when it simmers, add in everything & finally add in cheddar cheese. Add sea salt to taste.

Chicken Potato Chowder
Ingredients:
potato, green peas, carrots, pasta, chicken (diced), reduced-fat milk, cheddar cheese, butter
Cut the potato & carrots into small pieces, boil potato, carrots, pasta & green peas until soft. Fry chicken with butter in a pot, add everything into the pot & finally add in cheddar cheese. Add sea salt to taste.

Chicken sticks
Ingredients:
chicken fillet, sea salt, sugar, soya sauce, thyme (herbs), bread crumbs, 1 egg, sticks
Marinade the chicken fillet with sea salt, soya sauce, sugar & little thyme leaves. Set aside for 1 hour. Thread each fillet onto the stick. Beat egg & prepare bread crumbs, use the egg to coat the fillet and then bring it to the bread crumbs. Pre-heat the oven earlier, bake it until golden brown (around 30min)

Black Sesame Agar-agar
Ingredients:
agar-agar, apple juice, brown sugar, 2 tbsp black sesame powder, small cups
cook the agar-agar as per package, when it's dissolved, remove from stove. Add in apple juice & brown sugar to taste. Add in black sesame powder & divide it into small cups. Put in fridge, serve cold.

Hepatitis A

Andrea took her Hep A jap yesterday. She did not cry or make any sound when Dr. Musa insert the needle into her thigh. Andrea is really brave & i'm so Proud of her! When gong gong ask her to show the injection she cover it with her skirt and gong gong ask if it's painful, andrea replied : "Nevermind". Oh dear... She is really a big girl now.

Andrea prefer Male doctor. She did not cry or refuse when she met the doctor. It has been really long that we didn't go back to Dr. Musa. We shall go there for future injection.

Butter Garlic Mushrooms

I never thought i need to look into what to cook for my kid or to worry that they won't eat what my mum & maid cook for her. Well, i think the time has come & i need to spend sometime 'thinking' what to cook for Andrea. Hope adding variety to her daily meal would get her into eating well again. Hope that i will not get myself into trouble too! haha... everytime new meal will die man....

1st dish i add to my maid's main course is this Garlic Mushrooms, Sadly, Andrea does not even want to taste a bit. Well me and hubby eat it all and it tasted yummy.

Ingredient:
White button mushrooms (sliced it)
Garlic
Butter

Put butter in the frying pan & melt it, add garlic to fry till golden brown. add Mushrooms, no need to add water as the mushroom will extract the water from inside when it's cooked. Just before you off the fire, add a pinch of sea salt. Ready to serve.

Strawberry shortcake Storybook

I have been reading the new Strawberry shortcake storybook that andrea bought last Sunday. The book consist of 4-5 stories and is really thick. Every story consist about 20-30 pages and the words are not big :( After 1 story i feel breathless because i tend to read and point fast this time to hopefully activate her right brain! hahaha, but i do feel really exhausted. Andrea too always ask me to read some more & i really really can't continue after one story! Sorry girl....

Professor Makoto Shichida Video

There is a video session organized by the centre to show Shichida's contribution & about his life. This gave me alot of insights & confirmed my believe all these while were true and proof that i'm on the right track. The only reason that i'm not progressing or achieving my goals constantly -> due to Laziness.

Since young, i've been chanting & around form 2 i've started to introduce to SGI by my mum. To compared with Buddhism (temple type), SGI has more materials such as weekly articles, monthly magazine & many resources online, this helps me to understand more about human being & how the Universe works. SGI is also Buddhism but it has more write up for the layman to understand.

During my prenatal class, they showed us a video on the universe. How a human cells connected to the universe, this is a science video (it was done by IBM US, it's available in US science centre). It does confirm that SGI teaching is the ultimate believe that everyone should have. Everyone on earth is connected to the universe, and to be well connected u need to meditate/ chant to calm yourself so that you are in-sync with the universe wave length. Shichida method the right brain development is all about keeping yourself calm so you can use the ability that you already have inside yourself. Like SGI said, everyone is a Buddha.

I want to express my gratitude to Professor Makoto Shichida to bring this education to the world. This will definitely help alot of children to be more loving & successful in whatever they do. The 1st batch of shichida student in Japan already graduated & start reaching out to the world right now. I'm sure we will see many outstanding achievement from Japan very soon. Singapore & Malaysia only started 7 years ago, i think there are still long way to go to see any achievement here.

Picky eater

Andrea has started to become superb picky in food. She refuse to take her lunch & dinner now. Me and my maid tried different recipe now to get her into eating but all failed. I don't know what to do with her, i've scolded her yesterday and she cried and cried. No one comfort her and she went and get her pillow and hug the pillow, then i asked her to come and eat and i sayang her, she still refused! Then hubby went and talk to her, we came into conclusion that we let her drink caprisone & she will eat half of what it's in the bowl. At last she ate half of it. How rebellious!

Too much hassle

Another thing pop up, my maid told me she does not want to renew her contract because she really wants to go home in august. We decided to let her home for holiday after her 2 years contract before the renewal, however due to the recent H1N1 case, i've advised her not to go home and instead go home next year July. 2 days later she told me she must really go home. Anyway, her permit is approved just yesterday, the cost for renewal & medical checkup & what not, who is going to bear! Gosh! Now i need to PAY for the renewal & PAY for a new maid :(

Looking at the month of June, it's a Geng Wu month, Wu clashes with my Zi (spouse palace) in my natal chart. Clashes!! How can things not change in the month of june for me?! Talking about spouse palace, i have been complaining that hubby is not as caring as before & i did not talk to him much in june too, now i know why.

Beside, day pillar also indicating things im handling now. Like all the hassle i mentioned in the last post & my maid issue yesterday. Arghh.. so irritating..

No time

I have no time to send energy ball to my baby for the past few weeks. Baby too did not kick as much and when i ask him to kick, he ignore me :(

Has been busy with my work (month end), life threatening event happening (so many ppl is sick - hubby, sis & one cousin who does not has any consideration), Farewell, Birthdays.... All in the month of June...

Hope July will be a peaceful month :)

Shichida - 21 June 2009

It was the last day of the term! How fast time flies! We are going into 4th term in July.

Next term andrea has to show interest in flash cards! Gosh, now only i know kids can only concentrate by 2 1/2 years on flash cards, maybe i will start the 65 days dots program next term or after next term! hm.. will see how i feel with my pregnancy. I was quite worry because andrea couldn't seem to sit still when sensei flash the cards to her & doesn't seems to be interested at all. Anyway, her memory improves for the 2 year old milestone, linking memory & pictorial memory improves! well done!

Andrea now enjoy all the songs sing during the class but couldn't sing out aloud like her other classmates. The other classmates were older, their birthday is on jan & march. Andrea is the youngest... i hope andrea could sing a long with sensei like her other classmates by bext term. However, she could sing the following songs at home (in fraction): good afternoon, I love to count by 10, Do Re Mi, AIUEO, Sayonara.

Happy 2nd Birthday!

It was a successful birthday & i enjoy myself very much too.

Hubby and I went out the night before to buy andrea's present, due to recent adhoc & many small small health issue popping up, we really do not have time to think of what to buy nor have time to go out for shopping. However we are glad that we found something nice that andrea really likes.

Early in the morning, we blow up balloons and decorated our living room and waited for my parents & sis to come. Andrea was very excited with her hello kitty cake & cupcakes. We took few pictures before they arrived.

Andrea loves when all of us sing Happy Birthday song to her, her smile is so sweet and look at everyone of us when we were singing. Dad decided to sing second round to her & her smile was as sweet as before too! She really loves it! She can also blow her own candles without fail, one attempt and it went off! All of us were very shock! haha, i think shichida blowing exercise helps. All of us busy taking photos before cake cutting, after that andrea open her presents!

Hubby & I bought her 2 cooking sets from ELC, the cooking pot with mushrooms, broccoli, carrots etc & the other one is the baking set to add into her previous collection. Beside we also bought a train lego set, it was meant for 6-12 years old, hence we build the train and track & andrea enjoy using the controller for the train, the train has 7 speed, stop button, forward and reverse button and train horn. Not bad.. Andrea enjoy looking at the train & controlling the train! Parents & two sisters bought her: Yellow bicycle, strawberry shortcake culinary set, strawberry shortcake magnetic book, puzzles, Hello Kitty cooking set and biscuit. Andrea loves all of them!

We left home at 11.45am for lunch at Friday's at subang parade for father's day celebration.

Card Making

I've bought some cards and card making accessories from craft haven yesterday, it cost me RM80! So so expensive!!!! anyway the rubber stamp and colour was really impressive. I've did the card together with andrea yesterday night, she doesn't really enjoy making it. She just love to mess it up!

Andrea helped to stamp all the birthday stamp (cake, confetti & happy birthday wording) - it was so so messy, colours are all over her hands! she chooses the flower brads to put on & also choose which design (paper) to add on to the card. I hold her hand to write some message on the card.

Phew, not very fun because i keep on worrying she will ruin the card! she stamp everywhere & some double stamping & some blurred! Well, at least grandma know it was from her granddaughter! ha!

Hubby is Sick

I'm close to emotional break down because Hubby is down with cough & flu & i have to take care of andrea all alone! Day & Night. This is so so terrible and i feel extremely exhausted, Andrea needs to be carried very often, maybe it's weekends and i need to bring her to kizsport & shichida, it involves too many hours of carrying & my back is hurt, my tummy muscle is hurt (hope my baby inside my tummy is OK), constipation is bad :( Carrying heavy stuff will push the piles out & causes constipation... when will this end? This pregnancy is so so difficult!

Got addicted to Farm Town

I've been addicted to one of the facebook application lately - Farm Town. I get so hook to it and could not bathe/ sleep without plowing & planting the seeds that i suppose to do! It's because i'm a very results orientated person, 1st day after start playing farm town, i went and search for cheat sheet & wanted to be rich fast & also to earn the level FAST. Everything FAST FAST FAST. Just like how i treated my life right now. I feel very tired after this Farm Town game & i realised that in real life i've been giving myself too much pressure too, just like the recent case of not having a promotion after 4 years of working experience. I know what i want in life and i want to find the shortest shortcuts in life, hence i enter IT MNC company & apply for their Management Trainee program. I feel different from others of course, my starting pay is higher than most of my peers & i get a jump pay after 3 years when i join another Banking MNC. Why i return to this IT industry? because i can work from home and i realised that beside money i need family, i need to have kids, hence im back but i always wanted it to be PERFECT. Both Family & Work!!! I work very hard at work try to proof myself, but i always hit with bad luck with managers that is not so supportive. With the pay im getting right now, and workload that i have i would say God is treating me very good already. I shall not insist in have PERFECT for everything. Thanks to Farm Town to make me realise it. Sorry Farm Town, i will not be as addicted as before! LOL!

Lego

Andrea start playing Lego! Mum took out a large box of lego which is all of our (3 sisters) inheritance. Now mum is passing down to her granddaughter! Andrea doesn't know how to use the small pieces to do house nor car yet, but we do have this really nice Lego playground, she enjoy playing with the swing, see-saw, slide etc. She loves to play with the little lego man/women, because it's an inheritance, we have more than 30+ ppl & have lots of tiny cups, tools for gardening, tools for mechanics, different hair style, hats etc. She enjoy playing with those little lego man/ women & putting them on the car that grandma & dad build. She will plant trees and flowers on the lego play ground too. I need to browse thru lego products right now and see if there are any interesting sets that i can buy for andrea's birthday!

Im not bothered

There is no promotion for me this year & i did well for last year's performance. How unfair & heart broken. I hate my ex-manager & also myself for not having a good bazi to support me in this area. I always do not have affinity with bosses & they can't do as much work as i have did for them! In life, i've got almost everything i want & only in this area - career, i always fret & get frustrated. Having this type of bazi, i better off doing some business & be my own boss but ... opportunity is not there yet, i do not know what to do.

I just need to tell myself, having able to claim my medical bills... especially for delivery.. i must endure & also for the privilege of being able to work from home. Work just work, i will get what i want later, I need to keep my baby calm. *meditate*

Muzzy DVD

Andrea loves to watch Muzzy right now. She enjoy pei yi yi read her the books, enjoy mummy sing muzzy songs. She even tried to fill in the blanks sometimes.

It's really funny, i watched it when i was 7 years old? Almost 20 years now and it's still in my head, very amazing. I watched it just last week with andrea when we were at my mum place, and the memory flashed back & i could even know what each character going to say next & surprisingly i still know the songs! It's fun singing to andrea when we were at home and she will stare at me surprisingly, why i know how to sing! hahaa....

Yesterday andrea saw a housefly standing by the window & she keep on saying 'dragon, dragon'. I think she is too afraid that she can't say the whole thing - Dragonfly. Anyway, i asked her, where is the dragonfly? is that outside the window? She said, No, here.... i went and see... it's actually a housefly o_O

Sunway Wildlife Interactive Zoo

Last Saturday was a public holiday, hubby decided to bring andrea to the Sunway Zoo. It was a good choice & i love that place alot, especially for a lazy & pregnant mum! hahaa.... That place is not very big, but enough animals for andrea to learn & touch!

What Andrea like
(1) The Rimba section - She touches the tortoise, fluffy rabbit & Guinea pigs. Beside andrea also touch ferret & a white monkey. There are many more, but they are too ugly for our liking! The staff were very friendly too...
(2) Petting Zoo - It has lots of rabbits, guinea pig, a skunk & baby goat. All we get to touch and feel it. The staff were friendly enough to give us LOTS of vege, andrea really enjoy feeding these animals at the petting Zoo area. We spent about 30min here!

What mummy like
(1) This place has benches everywhere, i sit and enjoy andrea playing with the animals! Above benches, has fans too! Really considerate!
(2) The place is really clean and has no awful smell at all
(3) This place has a washing area + soap provided! i don't need to worry about andrea cleanliness after touching those animals
(4) Love to watch andrea expression when she touches/ feed the animals, and the way she tell me they are 'CUTE'

What daddy like
(1) Taking lots of pretty photographs

down with flu again

It was started with Andrea, she has a runny nose past 2 days, we fed her paracetamol & Zyrtec & it stopped after a day or two. On her second day of flu i caught the virus! How fast and how weak i am, I hate it, now im with stuck nose, runny sometimes & feeling extremely tired :( I have some phlegm too, oh dear... pls be over soon

Went and visit the gynae again to get some medicine, surprisingly she gave me Zyrtec as well but in pills form. Baby baby, thank you to be so cooperative yesterday :)

I feel little kicks

After the prenatal class, i did not do the whole meditation process, i did a little bit.. like relaxing and sending energy ball for the past 2 nights. Yesterday night andrea was not feeling well, and she keeps on crying... i was awake and settle back to sleep when hubby is awake. I feel this little kicks on my lower tummy, i think baby is awake too... haha.. I hope these are not my imagination.. if not i think im in trouble.

The problem with shichida meditation is, everything in your mind. You send signal, send image to your baby, and u image your baby... i do not know this little kicks is real or just in my mind! gosh! Anyway... I trust my baby is feeling very happy now. Mummy Love you...

Loves to Scribble

I've bought cryola magic colour (washable) for andrea to do all her shichida worksheet, when she enters 3rd term, i've bought pelikan crayons (washable) for her to do her worksheet. Just recently she loves to use her crayons and scribble on papers. Hence hubby bought her drawing blocks to let her scribble and amazingly she doesn't get tired of it after 2 days. Anyway, she doesn't know how to draw or colour properly yet.. but she knows how to draw nice circle.

I've also bought stamping foam for her from Artfriends (at the gardens), she loves to do stamping using her finger paint tub from think toys.

Development sequence
1. Magic colour
2. Finger paint tub - using finger only
3. Stamping - using foam
4. Crayons

Shichida Prenatal Class

I'm glad that i've attended this cos it taught me about food that Nury institute did not elaborate in detailed. The course outline are more or less the same as Nury Institute. Nury institute was based on Glen Dorman's Finding and Shichida is based on Shichida's findings + jocelyn's research & experiences. I learnt about natural food from jocelyn & will try those & hopefully my baby will be healthier. However the 2 days course exchaust me, i'm feeling tired and nausea like b4!!

Now only i know that Andrea soft spot took so long to close, it is due to too much soft drinks intake during pregnancy! I drank coke everytime i'm out for dinner! 1 can of coke remove 18 sardines = amount of calcium removed from mother & baby! How scary.... :( I owe it to Andrea. Who say you can eat anything during pregnancy?? I believed that and see my little girl now she is so thin and soft spot has not closed 100% :( I'm really not a qualified mummy. I owe it to my girl, too much... I hope i could do better this time.

Shichida additional thing was that all the 5 senses is used, just like what Andrea did in class. There are a few non-shichida mothers, 1st time mum i guess, I'm not sure if they can fully understand & accept what is being taught! hahaha... I could hardly believe it until andrea joins shichida, i dind't know i could practise it on an unborn baby too. Its all in the mind and mothers need to open their right brain too, or shall i say use the alpha wavelength... i'm still practising and getting myself into this wavelength. Need full concentration.

2 days to 23 months

One more month andrea will be 2 years old!

She has grown so much, and i love her more everyday. She is such an obedient girl when im around and she always makes me smile. She would annoy my maid or daddy at times but will always be my angel.

1. I've just started brushing andrea's teeth 3 days ago. My maid did not clean her teeth thoroughly, my mum told me andrea's mouth smells & i could sometimes scrap some bacteria off her teeth! Anyway, andrea enjoy me brushing her teeth and is very cooperative.
2. Memory training at Shichida improves, daddy said she could always get 90% correct if not 100%.
3. ladder climbing skills improved at Kizsport, mum said that she could do the stairs without having the feet touching the ground.
4. Reading 10 Chinese books that my mum bought from popular and is enjoying it.
5. Loves her new Ikea table (big round blue table) that daddy bought last week, she loves it very much. Andrea does not need to do her homework on the floor now.
6. Can recite 11-20 without help
7. Sing Many songs by herself, latest song is bare necessity (the jungle book)
8. Start chatting with people, everyone in the house told me andrea chat with them. Andrea could ask you question and wait for your answer or to tell you a statement and you will surely respond to her. This goes on and it amaze everyone in the house.
9. weight 9.7 kg, 83cm tall
10. will say "cute" when she sees bunny (we bought her to bukit tinggi again few weeks ago & when we saw bunny cupcakes at delectable)

Back to work

I've been working from home for almost 1 1/2 months, time flies, however i've not completely recovered from my cough, flu & morning sickness yet. I'm at my week 16 & 1 day today, 4 months already but still not yet ended... hope it will go away soon. I'm worried right now, because i do not know if there is any problem with my stomach, why is it still feeling bloated and nausea too..

1st day at work, feeling extremely weak. I'm just back from my lunch & feeling sleepy right now. Sigh.... during the past 15 weeks, i've not done much, lazy around as usual and sleep whenever i can. I did not bring andrea to any class and hubby did all the work for me from small little things to big things. I've no idea how can i survive without him.

I'm going for a break this weekend. Hope i could enjoy myself and morning sickness will end by end of this week! finger crossed!

Feng Shui Module 1&2

I've attended Joey Yap's Feng Shui module 1&2 for the past 4 days, the information were overwhelming for me. I've attended it with my fellow Bazi course mates and 80% of them sit in for repeat for Feng Shui. It was because these modules has been upgraded & their previous feng shui lesson was not taught by Joey himself. They can grasp the information faster than i do & could do all activities/ practise that was asked by Joey, me... i take my own sweet time to refer to notes and try my best to do those activities. Most of the time i see how my friend does it.

It was very exhausted for me, being not pass the 1st trimester, i still feel extremely weak. I'm glad that i did not fall sick in between, if not my money will not worth it. As Usual, after a long course, i would need to do revision & memorize those important formulas.

Things to do:
1.read the course notes
2.memorize he tu & luo shu arrangement
3.each ba gua character, yin & yang form, directions etc
That's for this week. Alot Of things....

22 Months Old

Andrea is 22 Months Old today:
1. Sing lots of song - Twinkle twinkle little star, Rock a by baby, To market to market, I'm a little tea pot, Sing 2 Japanese song (fill in the blank type), A-Z song with no miss (that's all i can remember)
2. Learn to read some Chinese character
3. Upgrade to Little Rompers class in Kizsport
4. Likes to dance around and calling it Ballet
5. Still loving her hello kitty despite it has already turn black

Little Conversation

"scene 1"
Daddy: Andrea, go and change now, we are going out for Dinner.
Andrea: No
Daddy: Why
Andrea: Andrea is Lazy
(Lots of excuse)

"scene 2"
Andrea: ng ng... (wanna pee or poo)
Grandma: go and sit on your potty
Andrea: "walking around, looking for something. Pee out on the floor"
Grandma: Andrea, why you Shh Shh on the floor?
Andrea: I want the purple potty (new potty that grandma bought for her to be used in dad's car) (Choosy Girl)

"scene 3"
Mummy: How's the fish biscuit andrea? Nice or not
Andrea: Tasty
(Wide vocab)

a Little bit Better

These two days i feel a little bit better, nausea does not strike 24 hours anymore. I could have better sleep now despite still throwing up my breakfast/ lunch/ dinner, i felt very much like a human right now. The feeling of wanting to vomit really kills me, and how long does it last? about 2 months i think or a little bit lesser than that, Please Do Not Return!

I have also confirmed a place for Pre-natal class at Shichida in May, i hope i could gain some useful knowledge from there. I have also been working from home whole day for 3 weeks now, hopefully by May i have full energy to go back to work. I'm still feeling weak, can't stand for too long, can't concentrate for too long, can't walk for too long... all i did was lying down or sitting down.

No close friend is having a baby right now, i will be all alone going thru this pregnancy. I remembered having few pregnant friends together is fun and i feel more emotional secured, as in we complain the same thing and comfort each other because we are going thru the same, we exchange information on what to eat & exchange doctors advise etc, it's quite fun & enjoyable. I felt terrible this time, maybe i do not have anyone to talk to because hubby does not really provide me enough emotional support & with andrea around, it increases my stress level.

all in all, i hope i can go thru this & be a happy mummy!

How am i doing?

More than a week, im still feeling the same. I do not want to elaborate nor mentioned about MS, i just hope that it will go away by end of week 12! Keeping my finger crossed.

I work from home the whole week this week, thank god that i do not have telecon this week. However i do feel emotional threaten this week because of an evil friend that i have made and mistakenly brought her close to me at work. Since the day i told her that im pregnant, she start telling me real ghost related story that has actually happen around her or happen to her. I do not know how vicious this lady is but it does really affect my emotion. Hope my faith is strong and i could overcome this threat. Gohonzon, please keep me away from all these evils & give me strength to face it.

Not quite over yet

Life has been depressing. I cannot eat alot, i feel like vomiting 24hrs, feeling tired 24hrs, feel sleepy 24hrs, has metallic tongue, no energy to play with andrea or read to andrea, I feel that my life is so meaningless right now. When will this awful feeling disappear? I hate it.

Surprise

Happy! I had 12% profit today by selling my waseong. I have lost alot of money in my stupid Maybank, earning alittle from other stocks lift up my spirit. All i need to do is to wait and do cost averaging for my Maybank.

Someone from CnetG called me & asked if im interested for a fastrack management program. Salary from 6-7K. Wow, he even know I'm with IBM now and my position. I guess it must be Jobstreet. Better go update my CV at Jobstreet now. hehe.. Despite the bad morning sickness i've had, i have some happy time too :) 1 more month to go, hope it'll stop by week 12.

21 Months

Andrea was 21 months old yesterday. She can:
1. Sing simple song (missing out some words) - Happy Birthday. Ba Ba Black sheep, Ding Dong Bell and Hot Cross Bun + ABC until G only
2. Count 1 to 10 confidently, count 11-20 with help.
3. Climb ladders in Kidzsport that is meant for 2 year old kid. I was very amaze that she could turn her hands and turn her whole body to go down the other side. Hand and Leg coordination is really good.
4. Still loving Charlie and Lola. She learn alot of vocab from there, like Not bad was really hilarious when we ask her how's the food she is eating. It was a shock to us when we 1st heard it.
5. Favourite movie now is Strawberry Shortcake
6. Still wakes up for night feed, poor hubby. Andrea when do you want to stop torturing your daddy?
7. Likes to climb up on my mum's table and dance/ shake. (do not know how to jump yet)
8. Still eating soft rice (porridge like)
9. Likes to call 'Daddy Wake up' and 'Mummy Wake up' in the morning.
10. Still likes to do Homework, every night will tell me or hubby 'i want to do homework'

Lunch!

I've just eaten a 5 days expired maggi mee. oh Gosh... i don't know if im having a self punishment today but i was feeling really really uncomfortable, needed some spicy soup & egg. I can only find nissin mee & chicken maggi mee. Of course i choose the nissin mee & it's already expired 5 days, well i thought only 5 days, should be alright lah, the seasoning still looks ok, it's not harden yet.

Here, after that meal, i feel satisfied, i dunno how am i going to feel later. Hopefully won't be bad :) Tomorrow cannot work from home, i have 2 telecons.. argh hate it... Hope i can sleep a little later. My compliance testing results has 2 marginal again! argh... it's so irritating. When can i stop to become a police woman? quite stressful when everyone decided to go against the rule all together.

Tiredness Continues...

It was worst than my last pregnancy, i can vaguely remember i was this sick last time. Maybe i was happily travelling in the UK, i was happily eating 'walkers' when i feel bloated i guess, i didn't remember i was this sick and after 2 days of MC, my colleague still says i look sick! I have another 1 presentation this afternoon, i hate it, i wanna go home and sleep. I sleep almost 10 hours daily & still not enough.

Yesterday i vomited out, 1st time. Can't believe it's this soon. I remember my 1st one only vomit out when i was 4-6 months, MS was not bad last time, this time it strike me 24 hours & vomited somemore. I think i will put on more weight than the last pregnancy, oh god, i hope i can control my weight this time! Had my 1st checkup last Monday because of palpitations, hope it's really the teh tarik that causes this, i even feel breathless all the time now. Am i too weak or it's really the baby that is too rebellious! Gosh....

Sleepy

I was feeling not well, had terrible dizziness this morning. Feel like fainting, then i lie on my desk to rest for a min. At lunch time i had dim sum, had pan fried carrot cake (it was very nice) + jar leung (not nice, i was expecting something like royal china in London OK, I feel even more unwell after eating that). Overall was feeling better after lunch. Now im back at my desk, feeling all dizzy again.

Saturday Xu Wu

Wu Clashed with my Spouse Pillar Zi, Moreover Zi represent output & Wu represent direct officer. Had argument with husband that will change the situation. Clash is the worst relationship that u want to have, he may not be feeling anything after this, but I'm sure I will feel a change after this. Overall it's inside my chart not his. Good or bad change? I predict bad, Zi - water element, it's my favourite element and it's being clashed away.

Checked Husband chart, this month ding mao - mao clashed away xin in his natal chart. xin is in the spouse palace too, i may be feeling one day of clashed & aftermath but he will be feeling the whole month of clashed. Both has clashed in spouse palace, what a coincidence.

His = 7K clash away HO (spouse palace) - he feels power & authority & will use hurting speech to attack his wife
Her = DO clash away HO (spouse palace) - her husband will win over her hurting speech.
Overall who wins? he wins lah! but he will feel more pain than i am.

Shichida - 8 March 2009

Sensei Eiza was on sick leave, hence another sensei came to take over the class. I just want to say that it's really your pure luck to get a pretty & good pronunciation sensei. Our 1st sensei's pronunciation was a little bit out, this sensei was abit out. Current sensei is the best so far, pretty and with good pronunciation. Phew.. i dunno how long she will be with us. Hope as along as we are with this programme.

I've collected my 2 items from Tensai, now i've started addition song with andrea. Hope she can remember it soon and also improve her beta wave in her right brain. She loves the AIUEO song as well, she asked me to play it over and over again! Now only i know she enjoys Shichida class too, when she is listening to addition song and AIUEO song, she will tell me "like shichida, i want to go shichida". I'm glad she enjoys it!

Ding Mao Month

This month, i don't know if it's good or bad. Let me write it down and see when march ends.

ding fire and yi wood is my useful element, however mao clashes with you in my natal chart. "This clash generally indicates betrayal, backstabbing and a lost of trust to the people you trust or vice versa. One experiencing this clash finds trusted people turn against, and betray them. "

Ding fire appearing, I may find that my superior or husband supports me more this month (which i already feeling it, country managers respond to most of my emails recently). yi wood inside mao represent direct wealth, I guess my promotion that my ex-manager promised will not come true? It has a clash on the xin metal. Or my promotion will win over my friend (xin metal). Oh dear. Yet to find out. However, Bonus Letter will be given out next tuesday, ex-manager mentioned that i have it, but very little due to the small pool money this year. Consider some wealth lah.

parent's place

Hubby went to Singapore for a night, hence andrea, maid & myself stay over at my parent's place. I thought it was going to be really tough, because andrea still wants milk in the middle of the night.

Andrea doesn't want to sleep although it's nearly 10pm, i cannot stand cos i was very very sleepy already. I handed andrea to the maid and slept soundly after that. I think she cannot sleep without her dad's company. Poor baby. Surprisingly andrea wakes up at 12am, and i said it's not time for milk yet, it's still early. Then she ngek ngek ngek and went back to sleep again, by 5 sth in the morning, she called me again. 5am is quite reasonable i guess, i then make milk for her :)

Clear Blue

Recently i've bought a few clear blue to test out if i'm pregnant. It turn out to be waste of money, it's all because i was not patient enough! The most devastating moment is when i saw it in Watson, it was only selling RM33 + 10% off per box. I have been buying it from Guardian and it cost me RM38 per box. RM5 difference!

Shichida - 1 March 2009

We had two classes last weekend, replacement class for CNY, phew it was really really tired! Andrea did very well on her replacement class. She got 100% correct for all ESP and Memory linking game! I thought it was because i start home practise with her now, unfortunately i think that was her prime time 6pm-7pm. Sunday Class she got 50% correct for ESP and memory linking game.. aww... was quite disappointed ... but i'll continue with my home practise!!

I have also ordered 2 CD, the Japanese songs CD where some of the songs were sing during the class & 1 addition CD. Since andrea refuse to look at the dots flash card, i hope addition CD will help her. I hope they are good, both cost me RM200!

Andrea is still very shy, when sensei ask her question, she would either reply very softly or kept quiet. I hope her confidence level will boost up one day.

Busy Saturday

I've did quite alot of things yesterday
(1) Kizport at 10am
(2) Hatha yoga at 3.15pm
(3) Andrea Shichida Replacement Class at 6pm
(4) Isetan sale at 7pm
Arrived home at 10pm

Timing was quite tight but I'm glad that i've bought my facial thingy from Isetan & also went to kinokuniya to buy andrea a puzzle book!