All Ready to School

Finally andrea has her culotte ready. It was quite long initially, 1.5inch below the knee which I'm not happy with, it makes her look so short. I made a complain to the school and has got privilege to custom made without extra charge :) We get to shorten to knee length and narrow the width of the 'pants' by 2 inches. keke, favorable luck! *ignore the collar :)*

We bought 4 of this, Just in case I'm not in the mood of ironing. Bought black shoes and black socks from zara, favorable luck again because that black socks was out of stock after I bought for ben 1 year ago! Went to a few shoe shop for black shoe but was quite old fashion, heavy and bulky - not to mention more expensive than zara. I didn't wrap her books, will see how it goes because I loathe to wrap books which has content behind the cover, it looks so awful after wrapping. I think British books do not meant to be wrapped. 

No more trolley bags (i really loathe it, don't understand why kids likes it), andrea got to use the bag we bought from japan, no more excuses! I think I need to buy new pencil case for her, at least some present for a start right :) I hope she enjoy her new school. May the loving energies to be with her. So it is. 

Genioart

Things go round and round, first I thought universe said stop going to genioart because a few mothers talk 'bad' about it on one of the FB group. I wasn't siding just observing, at that moment I was looking for art class near kota kemuning because I now shift to believe and focus kota kemuning will have good teachers for my kids. Of course i have reap many benefit from genioart, I just thought it's a sign from universe to tell me maybe try other art class since andrea has been with it for 3 years now. Just last week, someone posted on my thread saying there is genioart at KK, we didn't hesitate and went for a trial class yesterday. Guess what? It's the same batch of teacher teaching at the school! I think I will continue andrea here at KK for genioart and bring ben along instead of having it at school. Now I'm thinking what's that sign mean again .... hm ... for sure I will not preach because on earth there are many 'funny' human that will drives you nuts. I don't want to be enemy with their EGO. leave it to affinity. bless be. 

I don't know how genioart class runs but I know andrea is always looking forward attending the class at school. Has her drawing improves? In my judgement, she did not draw as nice as those kids went to conventional drawing class. Why I insist on drawing? Jocelyn khoo said that, every kids must enjoy drawing and music. She said enjoy not doing it perfectly as these will carry them in life until they die, these two are the channel for human to relieve the emotional baggage. How true? It's very true, I have been there and done that. Just that I did not realize these 2 are human needs to soothe our vulnerable emotion in spiritual perspective. world top university wants their candidate to play at least one instrument, WHY? I believe there is studies done that people who can play instrument will pick themselves up faster and move on in life quicker when is 'broken'. This art class is for andrea to expand her right brand capability rather than left brain (draw like a professional), hence I really do not have high expectation on her output. It's all internal fixing that will heal the soul. so it is. 

Ben - 2 years 10 months

strictly no helping, no watching over him. Ben will scream or scold us if we do.

1. make fruit juice for the whole family
2. change himself
3. Off the shower water
4. brush teeth on his own (i force him to let me brush after he finish)
5. wash his own face in the morning
6. get up and down from car
7. wear socks and shoes on his own
8. hold on to his favorite toys or anything, if kept he will be angry
9. must ask his permission before acting on anything
10. ben is extremely helpful if asked to do anything. I'm blessed to have him around the house :)

random aug12

I'm seen to be forceful but I actually know when to stop, think, act accordingly. Friends and family made a remark saying - not YOU who wants andrea to go international school? I felt devastated for a moment but I just let it go because these are not true. And the universe truth were only known to those who seek. (applies to anybody and anything on earth). 

This brings an interesting topic for me to write. Knowing Bazi. If you do not believe in astrology then you are just throwing a tool out of the window. If you are relying on fortune teller to tell you about your life, if he is helpful yes, you can rely on him, if he just want to scare you, you better find another consultant. Astrology can help you locate your favorable and unfavorable stuff in general to at least makes you go with the flow and not swimming the opposite current - location (where to live/ study/ work), lessen your worries (nobleman, wealth, health etc) and maximize your potential (in-born talent for this lifetime). All in all, spiritual law applies - you must always remember to do what is best for the PRESENT moment and 'knowing' and 'feeling' the success or stuff you want in life. This will transform all things that do not meet your expectation to your liking (even your astrology birth chart not so good)

Many things in life I have been there and done that. I had maid for the past 5 years. When I'm looking at the new comer at shichida class, the maid bring the little girl I felt I had the need to pray for the little girl's mother. I close my eyes say alittle prayer. I know, being a mother is not easy especially our emotional needs are not met or we just couldn't put our emotion at ease at 'something' in our life. We hope the maid or nanny could remove temporary our precious little one so we can have sometime on our own (be it helping the situation or not - I have been ignorant for 2 years so i know it's really not easy when we have no desire to seek the universe truth)

Having my foot on where I am now, regrets? There is no regret in my dictionary as I live and maximize my present moment. If one day like people around me say "what if your husband leave you?" I know it's a painful experience if that happens but hey people come and go, your teacher, friends, maid, colleague, bosses - are all these meant to be hurtful? Inevitable we all have emotions and we will carry it until we die, if painful experience happen we need to know everything will be OK as god watch over us, people and things come and go has a reason for it. For us to learn, for us to teach and for us to feel. When it is gone, it is meant to be. There is no coincidence. It is all well planned for our highest good. 

Andrea has wealth and nobleman luck for her early years. Even I have fix my mind on chinese government school, things just go round and put her into international school. She has a geng metal mother who will go all the way to get what she wants, energy combine, andrea will get what she deserve to get. Friends have funny expression when I said I put andrea in Kingsley, they disbelief of my decision, I ignore. As I know, andrea has nobleman luck, if she gets into a rubbish school it will finally turn out well or the geng metal mum will move her out before she gets drown. All in all, human needs nobleman and luck, the best school has lousy teacher and lousy class, if you put your kids in the best school it will not guarantee your child would be the best. Anyway, my girl has these luck so I'm not too worried. I better put my focus on other things in life. Ben is fortunate to tag along with the sister, hopefully he'll benefit half of it

you ask me. Why all the right brain training? shichida, suzuki, genioart. Andrea needs it. They are not for me to boast like what you are thinking. Hip Hop? Andrea needs it too. These are for her physical development. Why not others you ask? Andrea do not need it hence I'm being her mother do not have interest for others. How I know, you ask? Close your eyes, feel it energy, feel the connectedness you have with your child, you will sense it. How you ask? Start meditating or simple explanation - breathe properly. By breathing properly, you will get all the answer you need within yourself not OUTside. No one knows better than yourself and your own child. Stop judging and questioning others decision. Namaste. 

one week school holiday

We didn't travel, only stay put in KL. We went to Bookfest on Sunday, bought so many brown watson activity book. Would LOVE to go again but doubt I have time as it will end this Sunday. Need some cheap craft book maybe ... will I have time ... anyway, I have spent close to RM300 (cos i have 3 legoland 30% voucher) on books and stationary. 

On Wednesday, we went to kingsley international school to buy uniforms and books. Surprisingly there is no text book, all workbooks and lots of exercise book. Still thinking if I shall wrap it, bought some plastic wrapping paper from art friend and it cost RM6 per roll, how the hell it got so expensive now?! I remember it only cost me RM1.xx. Oh well, maybe don't wrap it is a good idea. lol. We also have andrea's culotte shorten by the supplier, will get it by next week before school starts (hopefully). I asked andrea to put on the new uniform and let me snap photo she resist the 1st time and let me snap afterwards, I guess she is OK with new school now? 

On Thursday we went to kids e world. Just me and the kids. They run until their battery flat and we ahd lunch at suzhi zanmai. Andrea ate 15 small sushi! Ben er, i don't know ... not so much. Anyway, ben did not run aimlessly when we go out, he is good enough to hold on to my hands :) We left at 12.30pm. and the kids are sound a sleep when we reach home. 

Friday we spent time with grandparents. They bought the kids to giant, play at the amusement park and buy toys. spoiling time. We had lunch at pak li, quite nice the food there. At night we went to empire subang, had four season london. It was very yummy, andrea had one full bowl of rice, which is very rare. Friday ended nicely :) 

Tomorrow I'm bringing ben to hip hop with me as I have promised him 2 weeks ago. (watch andrea dance) No more music class for ben, hopefully I find something nice for him. Universe pls guide me, bring me classes that would benefit Benjamin. Thank You. 

Ben - 2Years 9Mths

I cannot force my boy, oh God i need wisdom how to handle this kid. I know for sure that the experience of watching me scold my maid has GREAT impact on him. Although my maid is back, look what I have to deal with, little monster just like mummy. Gosh ... 

1. Wants to do things on his own. Getting down the car, wear his own clothes/pants/socks/shoes/watch etc, feed himself, wash his own hands etc. Basically everything .... Mummy had a hard time dealing with this, if I tried doing for him the storm begins and never ends :( 

2. Eating lesser now, sometimes eats only 3 mouth when food served not to his liking

3. Started to do kumon cutting and pasting. Kinda late but better than not. He has master scissors skills way before 2 yr old and sticking earlier on but now only I have time to sit with him and do. Writing numbers and alphabet still in progress, Can only write 1. lol ... long way to go for writing

4. Can sing andrea's hip hop song by himself. Move like jagger by maroon 5. Not bad eh. Can sing other pop songs when I play Mix FM (a phrase or two). lol ... 

5. Love to eat sweets and raisin. I do not have control over it because I'm not the one who gave him sweet. Bringing him to see dentist would be another drama I think, please don't let it happen :(

6. Helps me to do most of the house chores when I ask him to. The most beneficial part is ask ben to get my small robot (the virtual wall) from upstairs to downstairs. Remove hanger from the clothes. Keep his own toys and airplanes. Bring finish plates to the sink. Water the grass and flowers. Clean up mess (water/ urine) that he'd done. 

7. Loves reading the very hungry caterpillar. Still carrying letterland book around but I dind't read it for him. 

8. 1 week never pee in the diaper at night. positive development :) 

9. Stop Musikgarten class in August 2012. Looking for Music class, preferably suzuki when he turns 3 in oct. Please send me good teachers for his music appreciation. 

10. Eating what adults eating now. No special children food for now until mummy has fully gain emotional stability. 

Spirit Science

A friend whatssap me, told me about Spirit Science on youtube. I took 2 weeks to complete all 18 videos, partly because I was away on holiday in KK, sabah. This is really good videos for those that do not like to read, or if you would want to read, books that you pick up may not be so relevant (happened to me), if you would like to know more about spiritual, please watch all of it, keep an open mind :) 

It enlighten me in many ways, I have also bought some books after watching this. I have been asking myself, how can i heal and break free from the family pattern. The Power of heart video gave me great motivation to change. I have high cholesterol these 3 years, it is really a sign of me being 1.unhappy or 2.some lost souls/ entities who died of heart disease is attaching to my energy field. The probable answer would be no.1, as I was really unhappy since 2009 - family & career, it takes 1 year, 2010 tested to have high cholesterol. Learning all healing modalities like reiki and ISIS, it does help but it did not cut of the root which recently I understand of family pattern. We are genetically coded to have same pattern as our parents and ancestral. If not concious, we will get what they got and react how they have reacted. 21st century is really to wake up "awakening in spiritual term" and break free from these pattern/ gene whatever you like to call them as this would be the greatest gift you can give it to your children as they no longer need to carry the ancestral pattern/ gene. My heartfelt gratitude to my friend who introduce this video to me, as this is easier for layman to understand and the info is really concise. Enjoy :) 

Indirect Resource Month

I always choose not to be superstitious and always tell myself that by being positive I can attract all that I want. Only entered 3 days into Wu shen month, I really can see how my mood changes. Not because of menstrual ... it's the stars, astrological effect on poor me. I need to find time for chanting and meditation ... argh ... I don't want to be in the astrological radar ... can you leave me alone ... ohh ... pls give me more time to find self peace until 6 sept! Amen

What's in store for me ... keke .. beside going insane and highly sensitive, my self rooted! Shall do something that is concrete for myself and the kids. Many things I wanted has flowed to me ... I shall take action this wu shen month.

Contact these people/ centre

1. Violin recommended by kelly

2. Art class at KK

Hopefully both kids can join the same enrichment class. Shall be looking into homeschooling syllabus too I guess. I don't know why past month, I've heard and encounter many people talking to me on homeschooling. I took it as a sign from the universe that I could supplement my kids with this info. The truth is, I cannot teach my kids what the school teacher teaching and the most important part is I'm not ready myself. 

Be a role model to your children, you need to change to what you want your children to become. I have more than 10 things to learn, hence I do not think I am ready to teach them as I need to teach myself 1st (consciously change I mean)

1. Stop yelling at them

2. Stop using angry tone and frighten them (If you don't listen to me, I will ________)

3. Be more creative in every way(I felt like a log when i see my friends creativity, ouch)

4. Be good at yoga (teach them exercise), Be good at telepathy (somehow I feel telepathy is important), Be good at protection/prayers/visualization (you can't tell the kids to raise their vibration cos theirs already high and refine - so my theory USE it!)

5. Enjoy my food more as I notice I always scold them when eating - either eating too slow or walking around the table

6. Go with the flow instead of PLANning, God will laugh if I have a plan, as nothing in the end will go as you plan! lol ... Strategic management is the key

7. Open my heart to others, have interest in others

8. Be mindful of what I say, HO star can really kills

ah well ... I'm not looking at 100% change, but at least be mindful and cut off 50% or do at least 50%. haha, not very ambitious eh ... yeah .. maybe next time when emotionally more stable. Thank You!

Shangri-la Tanjung Aru Resort (STAR)

Shangri-la Tanjung Aru Resort (STAR) is a very nice resort comparable to YTL pangkor laut. Well, if compare, YTL pangkor laut is cheaper as it provides 3 meals. STAR package for prestige member room only & sea view is RM500++. It's a good experience and definitely will visit again.

I especially like the sea and beach, the sunset bar is cool - band playing songs and singing in the evening. The green grass outside my balcony before the sea is very calming. The beach chairs cover changed everyday, hence you do not need to worry if it's clean or not before jumping on it. Room refresh in the evening (I thought only pangkor laut do it as ShangKL didn't have it) is what I needed, I get my towel changed and more water for free. Their buffet breakfast has a vast variety of food, but it cost a bomb, we only have 20% discount for prestige. This place is full of tourist from HK, Japan, Korea etc. Very happening resort. 

We have yet to try their water theme park. Water balloon fight. Their kids centre. It seems very attractive. Well, maybe next time when we do less visiting to family and friends next time :)