Date Selection 1&2

Second self-enrichment for the month. 

Signed-up this course 3 years ago, this year only can attend due to date postpone by the academy and I also cannot make it. I would say it's definitely good timing, If I were to attend this 3 years ago, I may not have so much knowledge on 'spirituality' to really appreciate what is being taught. 

Everything happens on earth are bound by 3 factors - bazi (what you are born with), Feng Shui (location), Timing (action of human). Date Selection is Timing, according to the teacher, in HK many master use only date selection. Timing are actually govern by the stars (visible & invisible) - eclipse happens because of the invisible star as scientist cannot proof total darkness as of today. To me, the invisible are always more powerful than the visible - prayers, meditation, shichida, holistic healing etc Anyway, all these invisible many times does not approved by layman as they have not acquired the WISDOM, even some has the WISDOM their ego will bring them down, or their lack of trust and faith would not bring them far enough. All in all, even if you know all these, it takes strong determination and time to break away from your own family or personal pattern (karma).

Having great opportunity to learn so many things in the universe, I can conclude that - be aware of your reaction, break any pattern that is not healthy. secondly have trust and faith in God. thirdly meditate to clear your aura before going to sleep. Although I know these but i didn't practice it diligently but I know I should have. The secret in the universe, is to pray and have faith in God, the alignment of the stars are inside yourself, you 'know' the timing, it's inside yourself. You don't have to pay money to expensive courses because you are always guided, listen to yourself. I won't feel my money being wasted because I need to go thru all these to learn about the 'secret' of the universe. One BIG round, walking around the globe, the steps to magical life is LOVE, Trust & Listen. May the universe LOVE energy change the way you behave & think. Blessed be. 

SV - 22 Jun13

3 months in group class, yes the progress is slow but I can see he is coping well, at his own pace. My intention is not to be excellent or can keep up with his classmates, but to instill the love of music in him. I know, some have told me, he is not incline to music or spirituality. To me, if you are a human, you need these to release the baggage inside yourself. Maybe you are right, but I need to do my best for my child knowing how to release emotional baggage when they are older. God, pls continue to guide me. 

I'm happy with what we have now. Ben has learnt to hold the bow well and played open string. Hoe down song for cyberjaya opening ceremony in September, he can sing all the songs but need somemore practice playing on the violin. Ben still does not practice as I asked him, practice comes when he has mood and usually not more than 5 min. The problem I see in him, is lack of practice. He is really good in grasping the rhythm and instruction from teacher. Ben is very alert in class and is not afraid that he does not how to play, although he doesn't know how to play he still wants to be the first to perform in class. Sometimes i felt very 'pai seh'. 

All twinkle variation has been taught in 3 months. 

6th Birthday

My princess is 6! I used to feel very sad as my princess grew up this fast. Many times, I prefer her to be 3-4 years old, as she will do what i said and love is always unconditional. As she grows, I have more expectation on her, and love many times are conditional especially the reward system I had. I stopped the reward system, hoping the transition to learn "responsibility" and "habits" are easier when she reached 7 or changing of teeth. Luckily without this reward system, she does her work as before. Mummy is proud of you :) 

Andrea has always wanted to have birthday party with her friends. I've decided to have one for her on her 6th birthday. I'm a solitary person, hence having party and all actually I don't really fancy/ enjoy. I prefer to have quiet time to be on my own. I guess my girl is completely opposite of me. She wanted to have another party next year. Well, party like this won't happen every year I said to her. 

On birthday, morning I bought cupcakes to her school. Classmates sing song and blow candle. She had a BIG card with small cards inside from her teachers and classmates. At night, we had family dinner at Iketeru, Hilton. On 23rd June, we had party at Jungle Gym Bangsar. Very tiring but as long as andrea enjoyed I'm happy :) Definitely not an annual thing! 

Remember, you are the light of your soul. You do not have to listen to me or anyone else, please find time to listen to yourself often, say prayers. You will be guided always. I Love You!

Pangkor Laut Resort 2013

Children 1 week holiday, I've booked PLR ... our last visit was 3 years ago! So many things has changed, they have upgraded their website to be able to book online and upgraded their new Jetty at pangkor to fit more customer. The kids are big now, they enjoy this trip more than the last trip. Mummy relax to the max this time! 

As usual we opt for beach villa, I'm seriously lazy and this beach villa is the nearest to all the place. We spent 70% of our time at the beach. The food has shrink so much that I felt annoyed on my first restaurant - no more 3 course meal (2 course now) and there is restriction on the menu too. Feast village dinner was the worst as we only have set to order - didn't like that. Uncle lim dinner still as good as before. others was alright. They have also upgraded their van to toyota fortuner to fetch us, more comfy now. 

Although the price has increased, Yeah we will still be coming back here. I love their trees on the beach where I can nap and watch the kids play the sand near by me. We could sit there the whole day! Oh, had some healing going on for the 3 days too. Bliss :)