Lazy

Aww.. I'm so lazy, i have so many backdated post to write. I guess I will just summarize it up here.

1. MAD review was great, i learnt how to dig and read in between the lines. Writing SOC (summary of concern) is killing but i manage to write decently (i hope). I'm grateful Gods and angels are with me, things went really smoothly and I didn't feel a tad bit worry nor nervous, help comes naturally when I need it. I have ample of time where initially I thought I would not have enough, i was stuck initially and energy just flow after that. Thank You!

2. Went to KK for youngest sister convocation. It was very rush, but did enjoy the stay and have took many beautiful pictures with my sister. Had a decent family portrait. Stay at Hyatt regency club again, still good and definitely will come again for next year visit. Maybe will try shangrila next. Bought a convo gift for sis, cannot resist the high class look of the mikimoto pen when hubby went and replace battery for his mikimoto clock! 

3. Andrea's concert was good, at least the school has chosen a better venue this time - MAS academy at kelana jaya. I would think, andrea's class costume is the best, she look so elegant in it :) We arrived KL from KK on the same day, it was a MAD rush but glad that we made it on time for the concert. benjamin was there with us, he could sit down most of the time - however when andrea is on the stage dancing, he wants to go wash room :( I missed the last part of andrea's dance, luckily hubby took video of it. 

4. I've rejected 2 interview. Huawei - senior BC position. It was pass down from my previous job interview with them on procurement position. They wanted to take me in but i was not ready to based in shenzhen so they pass my CV around. This senior BC position is based in KL. Digi - Transformation Management. They got my CV from jobstreet again i guess. Was initially interested, however after the MAD review, all these interviews are not appealing to me anymore. I know my root cause is not because of my pay, it's the job satisfaction I'm looking for and MAD review has fulfill my satisfaction as a BC. Thank You!

5. Back to work, it was crazy because I had so much to do - testing, followup on tools, giving education etc. I cannot wait for my life purpose to reveal to me. I love my life!

5th Violin Recital

Today mummy was not feeling well. Andrea went to the recital with daddy. Andrea played etude. Quite good :) Good job girl!

4 years 5 months old

In Laws in town

I have been very positive since the day we depart for HK. I told myself that everything will be fine when in laws are here and i was pretty positive about it. Things turn up side down and I was really upset as I went out of control .... anyway, things back to normal after that and had few learning. 

The kids were down with fever and i didn't had time to dine with the in laws, only one of the night out of 5 nights. I freaked out when both kids were ill and they were was fussing terribly. On the other hand, due bad temper, I had huge fight with hubby and things were fine after that but that fight has frighten the in laws i guess. I didn't mean to explode but things just went out of control without my consciousness. 

On the final night, SIL bought me a book then I gave her another book as an exchange. We talked. I then notice all these happening without my willingness because my SIL has prayed for something to happen, something fruitful for her trip to KL. She didn't know, in order for something to happen, something has to happen too - like the ecosystem we learnt in school. Things has turn out so badly but was glad everything back to normal after they left. 

Lesson learnt. Always always pray for yourself, for the good of your highest purpose. Do not pray for people to go to church or change or what not. In order for something to happen (not yourself), it will disrupt other people (in this case, my family was compromised) energy field to fulfill your prayer. Well, in order to pray and get what you want, you need to have high vibration, and you know my SIL is one of the rare to have high vibration (broadband connection with Jesus), hence she gets what she prayed. I just hope, one day she will gain the knowledge of LAW of the universe. 

HK Company Trip

Daddy brought all of us to a company annual trip, this time we went to HK. I need to do alot of mental preparation as I know my weakness, my tolerance to less than perfect item is superbly LOW. Anyway, I'm back in one piece and I've very happy to announce that I went through the learning and I seriously feel happy that I did go for this trip and there is no hard feelings with anyone. The trip went really smooth, got some barrier but it didn't bother me much. Thank God!

Day 1 - arrived at HK, was stopped by HK health check people as my temperature was at 37.9 Celsius. They said I had fever and ask me a series of questions for 10 min. I have just ask for higher power protection before I step out from the air craft, hence the immense heat emitted! I dare not ask for protection when I go back to KL. I was fine throughout the 5 days, I was not SICK! for goodness sick! The hotel is seriously bad but I kept my mouth shut and keep an open heart. Later I found out, some of the rooms smells bad, my room does not smell just some awful stain. Which I feel bad smells are more killing. Thank God! I'm so lucky!

Day 2 - Disneyland! The kids had fun there. Andrea bought Belle dress and both of them enjoy the parade very much. We could not stay until the fire works starts, we went back to the hotel at 5 plus. Ben slept for 3 hours and andrea slept 1 hour after lunch. The unpleasant experience is that, people likes to cut queue. Had dinner at one of the shopping complex. The day ended nicely.

Day 3 - HK tour. Best part is I get to see kuan yin :) Thank you! I also had my favorite Starbucks ICE CHOC! It's all unexpected. I love it! Then we leave for shen zhen at 4.30pm. The long walking at the immigration was crazy, it was drizzling, I was exhausted but I know hubby is 10 times more exhausted than me. He has to carry all the bags and also andrea. Andrea refuse to walk, so poor daddy :( I was fortunate enough that all three bags I was carrying, people offered to carry it for me - so I only carry benjamin. The hotel was bad too but the dinner was OK. Ben is very well behaved - he eats on his own and alot too :)

Day 4 - shen zhen tour. so tired - day ended at 10pm :( The best part is we have excellent Lunch and Dinner (VIP room). I thought my luck was so so, but in fact our luck was so good. two times i complain to hubby but when show starts, I cannot thank god enough for the place we have been put at. The chairs are so small and the aisle are so narrow! we are so fortunate that the 4 seats in front of us no body sit, the whole auditorium is so FULL, we put our bags on the empty seat and the view to the stage is excellent (without head blocking).

Day 5 - McD pork burger for breakfast! Headed back to HK airport. Shop at Muji to go! had expensive lunch - is late for checking in - final call. RUN to the air craft and cannot wait to sleep on my bed :) How thoughts affect your luck? It does wonders and miracle happens every minute! Thank you Kuan Yin and my guides, I love all of you. Thank you for enlighten me throughout my journey on earth. I will do the same for those in need.

Lexus ct200h

I've got my new car, however my old city haven't sold yet. In laws are coming hence will only sell it after their stay, 3 families will be at my house next week! I hope my maid is able to cope and will not take my son for granted when I'm away for work. 

How do I feel - I did not feel extremely excited where I know I should be. I felt nervous driving a new car as the estimation needs adjustment. I was sitting in the car, moving my seat and mirror many times. The sales man said, don't worry, if you don't step on the paddle the car would not move. Anything go wrong, step on the brake. hahaa ... what an advise. I know I was too nervous and the sales man gets irritated. haha ... anyway, I drove home safely that day. 

I picked andrea up, I was still feeling nervous and the teachers all looking at me. I honestly do not know how to hide my true feelings and when I think back, I feel so silly for over-reacting. The gear box is not the same like my old city. The "park" is a button not on the gear box. There is no brake on ur left, it's under your seat (beside the brake paddle). You do not use key to start the car, lock the car nor open the car. You have to press the button like turning on the switch on the wall every time you start and stop the engine. It's too much for me to cope in a short time, but the best thing is the signal and wiper same like my city. Phew ... it's a taxing day for my conscious mind! 

I love my new car. The best part is, andrea told me :"mummy, your golden car is so nice". I love the word golden instead of yellow. Golden rays represent protective shield. I love the word golden, thank you andrea :) It never cross my mind!

Hua Wei Interview

Whee .. I have another interview yesterday. Hubby was kind enough to give me a ride. I was really satisfied with my performance yesterday although I know I won't be getting the job. This is with Hua Wei, The moment i sat down the interviewer said "this is based in shenzhen, you know right?" I was stunt, thinking to myself, shit! Not AGAIN (failing of so many interviews makes you negative sometimes) I reply "no i didn't know, job description didn't say". She said, so if this is in shenzhen will you consider, I said no cos I'm married with kids. She is kind enough not to hurt my feelings and ask me to tell her about my profile roughly to see if I can fit in their current recruiting profile. 

I start telling her stories about myself and half way an 50+ old man came in and sat down join the interview. I told them although I'm not in procurement but I know about their process. They ask me to tell them about procurement process. After I finish they look at me, looked very impressed and the 50+ old man told me I missed one part (he told me the answer). I felt so proud of myself, the entire process I only left out one part! lol, they start looking for alternative for me, asking me if based in KL and have to travel to shenzhen will I consider, I said if once a quarter I can - this does not sound convincing to them. Anyway, the lady asked me to sit in the room for 1 min while she go outside to do something. When she is back, she told me she cannot contact her director and will let me know later, however she has also pass my profile to the BC team in Hua Wei. This indirectly told me that they really want me and just now the 1 min is she tried to call her director in shenzhen. Wow ... My energy is really shifting and my soul group will be changing ... yeay ... Anyway, I love what I'm doing now cos I'm going for MAD review :) 

I'm so proud of myself and I'm so happy that I've impress the interviewer and they wanted to hire me immediately (if i agree to based in shenzhen, but no thanks for now). Thank you kuan yin pu sa, ascended masters and angels/ guide. Thank you for watching over me, I do not have this feeling for such a long long time :) Love and Light