I have been very positive since the day we depart for HK. I told myself that everything will be fine when in laws are here and i was pretty positive about it. Things turn up side down and I was really upset as I went out of control .... anyway, things back to normal after that and had few learning.
The kids were down with fever and i didn't had time to dine with the in laws, only one of the night out of 5 nights. I freaked out when both kids were ill and they were was fussing terribly. On the other hand, due bad temper, I had huge fight with hubby and things were fine after that but that fight has frighten the in laws i guess. I didn't mean to explode but things just went out of control without my consciousness.
On the final night, SIL bought me a book then I gave her another book as an exchange. We talked. I then notice all these happening without my willingness because my SIL has prayed for something to happen, something fruitful for her trip to KL. She didn't know, in order for something to happen, something has to happen too - like the ecosystem we learnt in school. Things has turn out so badly but was glad everything back to normal after they left.
Lesson learnt. Always always pray for yourself, for the good of your highest purpose. Do not pray for people to go to church or change or what not. In order for something to happen (not yourself), it will disrupt other people (in this case, my family was compromised) energy field to fulfill your prayer. Well, in order to pray and get what you want, you need to have high vibration, and you know my SIL is one of the rare to have high vibration (broadband connection with Jesus), hence she gets what she prayed. I just hope, one day she will gain the knowledge of LAW of the universe.
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