18 August 2011

Plantar Wart

I had a plantar wart for few years and I didn't bother to cure it because it was not painful. Yesterday I went to the skin specialist, she reminded me that hubby also had this and most probably I got it from him. Hubby cut off the flesh and the floor has traces of blood few years back and I was horrified, and this is how i remembered from that incident. Anyway, if we do not have the same emotional problem, we would not get married and now living together, to get the virus from him is purely to show that there are still emotional level bugs yet to be fixed. 

I was very nervous and frighten to find out what it is on my foot. I thought it was skin cancer and finally found out it was a wart from the internet. After I know what it is, I felt better. However, the doctor told me it's highly contagious and luckily it did not spread to my genital, I was scared to death and become nervous again. When I think back, why the doctor had to say something like that to scare me? It is because I was projecting a fearful vibration hence, she too project fearful comment towards me. eg. If you are afraid of ghost, you will attract a ghost philosophy. Anyway, I'm now more calm towards this. Although I do not know when this will be healed, I just have to visualize and image that I'm fully recovered. 

I went to guardian today to find some bandage, because I do not want the open wound to spread virus to my kids and back to hubby again. I also bought dettol spray, to spray the floor, especially the warts is not covered after I shower. I hope it help and it will not spread to them. I also did the spinal flush to improve immune system for the kids and ask hubby to do it for me. I don't know what else I can do to protect them, I know this is not life threatening but however to become a host for virus is terrifying and it's definitely not a good thing to have. I do not know why my immune system fail to protect me from this virus and I'm thankful it's not in some part that is hard to heal.

From this lesson, I learn that - Getting a job too cannot rush. I have to wait and believe and Image that I'm in a positive position and everything will flow abundantly to me. 

Louise L Hay - Wart: Little expressions of hate. Belief in ugliness
I am the love and the beauty of life in full expression (affirmation)
I know when i felt this way, I guess I've decided to see the skin specialist because my body knows that I've overcome it and this needs to be removed. But the cold treatment is PAINFUL.

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