Feng Shui Module 1&2

I've attended Joey Yap's Feng Shui module 1&2 for the past 4 days, the information were overwhelming for me. I've attended it with my fellow Bazi course mates and 80% of them sit in for repeat for Feng Shui. It was because these modules has been upgraded & their previous feng shui lesson was not taught by Joey himself. They can grasp the information faster than i do & could do all activities/ practise that was asked by Joey, me... i take my own sweet time to refer to notes and try my best to do those activities. Most of the time i see how my friend does it.

It was very exhausted for me, being not pass the 1st trimester, i still feel extremely weak. I'm glad that i did not fall sick in between, if not my money will not worth it. As Usual, after a long course, i would need to do revision & memorize those important formulas.

Things to do:
1.read the course notes
2.memorize he tu & luo shu arrangement
3.each ba gua character, yin & yang form, directions etc
That's for this week. Alot Of things....

22 Months Old

Andrea is 22 Months Old today:
1. Sing lots of song - Twinkle twinkle little star, Rock a by baby, To market to market, I'm a little tea pot, Sing 2 Japanese song (fill in the blank type), A-Z song with no miss (that's all i can remember)
2. Learn to read some Chinese character
3. Upgrade to Little Rompers class in Kizsport
4. Likes to dance around and calling it Ballet
5. Still loving her hello kitty despite it has already turn black

Little Conversation

"scene 1"
Daddy: Andrea, go and change now, we are going out for Dinner.
Andrea: No
Daddy: Why
Andrea: Andrea is Lazy
(Lots of excuse)

"scene 2"
Andrea: ng ng... (wanna pee or poo)
Grandma: go and sit on your potty
Andrea: "walking around, looking for something. Pee out on the floor"
Grandma: Andrea, why you Shh Shh on the floor?
Andrea: I want the purple potty (new potty that grandma bought for her to be used in dad's car) (Choosy Girl)

"scene 3"
Mummy: How's the fish biscuit andrea? Nice or not
Andrea: Tasty
(Wide vocab)

a Little bit Better

These two days i feel a little bit better, nausea does not strike 24 hours anymore. I could have better sleep now despite still throwing up my breakfast/ lunch/ dinner, i felt very much like a human right now. The feeling of wanting to vomit really kills me, and how long does it last? about 2 months i think or a little bit lesser than that, Please Do Not Return!

I have also confirmed a place for Pre-natal class at Shichida in May, i hope i could gain some useful knowledge from there. I have also been working from home whole day for 3 weeks now, hopefully by May i have full energy to go back to work. I'm still feeling weak, can't stand for too long, can't concentrate for too long, can't walk for too long... all i did was lying down or sitting down.

No close friend is having a baby right now, i will be all alone going thru this pregnancy. I remembered having few pregnant friends together is fun and i feel more emotional secured, as in we complain the same thing and comfort each other because we are going thru the same, we exchange information on what to eat & exchange doctors advise etc, it's quite fun & enjoyable. I felt terrible this time, maybe i do not have anyone to talk to because hubby does not really provide me enough emotional support & with andrea around, it increases my stress level.

all in all, i hope i can go thru this & be a happy mummy!

How am i doing?

More than a week, im still feeling the same. I do not want to elaborate nor mentioned about MS, i just hope that it will go away by end of week 12! Keeping my finger crossed.

I work from home the whole week this week, thank god that i do not have telecon this week. However i do feel emotional threaten this week because of an evil friend that i have made and mistakenly brought her close to me at work. Since the day i told her that im pregnant, she start telling me real ghost related story that has actually happen around her or happen to her. I do not know how vicious this lady is but it does really affect my emotion. Hope my faith is strong and i could overcome this threat. Gohonzon, please keep me away from all these evils & give me strength to face it.

Not quite over yet

Life has been depressing. I cannot eat alot, i feel like vomiting 24hrs, feeling tired 24hrs, feel sleepy 24hrs, has metallic tongue, no energy to play with andrea or read to andrea, I feel that my life is so meaningless right now. When will this awful feeling disappear? I hate it.