Birthday

No feelings for my birthday. I feel so distance to it, haha .. don't know why. 

I've got mikimoto pearl 7mm for my 32 birthday, to replaced my 6mm mikimoto pearl, it has flatten at the contact on my skin (wore for 3 years)! I was shock, but i definitely know this old pearl has helped me to heal so much emotionally and physically. Pearl is like crystals, they have powerful healing energy. I thank God and Hubby for this precious Gift. 

One day before my birthday, Hubby brought us to Beast at intermark. First time there, the decoration is nice and the food portion is super BIG. The waiter asked if there is anything wrong with the french onion soup, I told him I'm too full. At the end of the dinner, the waiter ask me if I want to take away the left over, I said no thank you. I felt bad cos he emphasize that I'm wasting food. Gosh!! Their free beer bread is very good. Hubby 'help' the kids to buy me present too. Andrea bought me a shirt. Ben bought me a Watermelon, strawberry and chocolate (his favorite food). Hubby gave me flowers. 

On my birthday we went to acmee bar for lunch. apple and olive birthday cake from acmee bar. My day ended peacefully. Thank God for another blessed year. 

Exam Results

Andrea successfully pass all of her exam. Yippie! 

Literacy - 40/50: B

Numeracy - 40/50: B

Have a Go writing - B

Science - 40/50: B

Looking at her score, I felt abit sad. Only 1 mark to get A for 3 subjects. Anyway, maybe this is what she should get, as her ego is bloated, I thank God for mark like this. It does not make her more bloated but assure me that she is doing great at school. I was quite worried about her as she does not seems interested to revise at all before her exam. She is not doing any homework this holiday, I will let her play and do what she wants. Incorporate private swimming lessons for her - entire month. I need to work on her physical before changing of teeth. I pray that God would lead me to a person that can help me strengthen andrea's overall wellbeing. 

Sports Day - Ben

This day is also andrea's school charity bazaar. Early morning, 4 of us went to kingsley. At around 9.30am grandparents came and pick ben and I to SA sports day. Younger kids age 3-4 starts at 10am. We reached around 10am, we had some food at the food counter at the hall. Benjamin was very playful, throwing and kicking balloons on the floor. He was very playful when they did the marching for opening. Anyway, blue team got the last place this year. How sad. 

Ben run very fast, he's very alert as compared to other kids. 1st event was fishing - run towards the fish and use a stick to fish then put it into a pail. 2nd event was spoon and ping pong ball - climb over a bench and make a U-turn at the end without letting the ping pong ball falls. 3rd event was run-crawl-jump race. He did this the best :) 

Date Selection 1&2

Second self-enrichment for the month. 

Signed-up this course 3 years ago, this year only can attend due to date postpone by the academy and I also cannot make it. I would say it's definitely good timing, If I were to attend this 3 years ago, I may not have so much knowledge on 'spirituality' to really appreciate what is being taught. 

Everything happens on earth are bound by 3 factors - bazi (what you are born with), Feng Shui (location), Timing (action of human). Date Selection is Timing, according to the teacher, in HK many master use only date selection. Timing are actually govern by the stars (visible & invisible) - eclipse happens because of the invisible star as scientist cannot proof total darkness as of today. To me, the invisible are always more powerful than the visible - prayers, meditation, shichida, holistic healing etc Anyway, all these invisible many times does not approved by layman as they have not acquired the WISDOM, even some has the WISDOM their ego will bring them down, or their lack of trust and faith would not bring them far enough. All in all, even if you know all these, it takes strong determination and time to break away from your own family or personal pattern (karma).

Having great opportunity to learn so many things in the universe, I can conclude that - be aware of your reaction, break any pattern that is not healthy. secondly have trust and faith in God. thirdly meditate to clear your aura before going to sleep. Although I know these but i didn't practice it diligently but I know I should have. The secret in the universe, is to pray and have faith in God, the alignment of the stars are inside yourself, you 'know' the timing, it's inside yourself. You don't have to pay money to expensive courses because you are always guided, listen to yourself. I won't feel my money being wasted because I need to go thru all these to learn about the 'secret' of the universe. One BIG round, walking around the globe, the steps to magical life is LOVE, Trust & Listen. May the universe LOVE energy change the way you behave & think. Blessed be. 

SV - 22 Jun13

3 months in group class, yes the progress is slow but I can see he is coping well, at his own pace. My intention is not to be excellent or can keep up with his classmates, but to instill the love of music in him. I know, some have told me, he is not incline to music or spirituality. To me, if you are a human, you need these to release the baggage inside yourself. Maybe you are right, but I need to do my best for my child knowing how to release emotional baggage when they are older. God, pls continue to guide me. 

I'm happy with what we have now. Ben has learnt to hold the bow well and played open string. Hoe down song for cyberjaya opening ceremony in September, he can sing all the songs but need somemore practice playing on the violin. Ben still does not practice as I asked him, practice comes when he has mood and usually not more than 5 min. The problem I see in him, is lack of practice. He is really good in grasping the rhythm and instruction from teacher. Ben is very alert in class and is not afraid that he does not how to play, although he doesn't know how to play he still wants to be the first to perform in class. Sometimes i felt very 'pai seh'. 

All twinkle variation has been taught in 3 months. 

6th Birthday

My princess is 6! I used to feel very sad as my princess grew up this fast. Many times, I prefer her to be 3-4 years old, as she will do what i said and love is always unconditional. As she grows, I have more expectation on her, and love many times are conditional especially the reward system I had. I stopped the reward system, hoping the transition to learn "responsibility" and "habits" are easier when she reached 7 or changing of teeth. Luckily without this reward system, she does her work as before. Mummy is proud of you :) 

Andrea has always wanted to have birthday party with her friends. I've decided to have one for her on her 6th birthday. I'm a solitary person, hence having party and all actually I don't really fancy/ enjoy. I prefer to have quiet time to be on my own. I guess my girl is completely opposite of me. She wanted to have another party next year. Well, party like this won't happen every year I said to her. 

On birthday, morning I bought cupcakes to her school. Classmates sing song and blow candle. She had a BIG card with small cards inside from her teachers and classmates. At night, we had family dinner at Iketeru, Hilton. On 23rd June, we had party at Jungle Gym Bangsar. Very tiring but as long as andrea enjoyed I'm happy :) Definitely not an annual thing! 

Remember, you are the light of your soul. You do not have to listen to me or anyone else, please find time to listen to yourself often, say prayers. You will be guided always. I Love You!

Pangkor Laut Resort 2013

Children 1 week holiday, I've booked PLR ... our last visit was 3 years ago! So many things has changed, they have upgraded their website to be able to book online and upgraded their new Jetty at pangkor to fit more customer. The kids are big now, they enjoy this trip more than the last trip. Mummy relax to the max this time! 

As usual we opt for beach villa, I'm seriously lazy and this beach villa is the nearest to all the place. We spent 70% of our time at the beach. The food has shrink so much that I felt annoyed on my first restaurant - no more 3 course meal (2 course now) and there is restriction on the menu too. Feast village dinner was the worst as we only have set to order - didn't like that. Uncle lim dinner still as good as before. others was alright. They have also upgraded their van to toyota fortuner to fetch us, more comfy now. 

Although the price has increased, Yeah we will still be coming back here. I love their trees on the beach where I can nap and watch the kids play the sand near by me. We could sit there the whole day! Oh, had some healing going on for the 3 days too. Bliss :) 

Wesak Full moon healing

Normally I'm not the type that I must go and pray in the temple. These 2 years, I do not know why I have the urge to go on wesak day. Particularly I need to light up the lamp. I didn't know why I need to do that, I just do what I feel like doing. Not that this year I know why I need to go and do, I feel the connection as Masters and Guides are talking to me but i didn't 'get' what they want to tell me. How sad. I guess more chanting and meditation needed. 

I went to Wesak Fullmoon healing with my healer, in a big group. I looked at their face, familiar but don't think i see them this life before. The shocking person I saw my dad's best friend who has just past away last month, of course not him but 50% look alike, I asked my sister ... she agrees. My sound healer was there too, I always loved her, she is a lovely lady. Both of my healer did their part, leading, crystal bowl and singing. This time I feel the flow, I wanted to sing with her too ... 

The main part of the oracle is that, people who present today, most of us are soldiers and the main theme of tonight is to release past life karma. Guess what card I took? Past LIFE! I actually 'knew' what card I will be taking and it further confirms that tonight, a big release is going on at energetic level. I don't know what relationship I had with the group of people present that night but I have a strong feeling that some of them are pulling my energy. something in my life cannot be explained and some parts of my physical body cannot be healed, it's all linked and I hope what has past, let the past energy to be dissolved. I marked them done and complete. I want a pure life and no disruption from the past. The night ended nicely. 

Sports Day - Andrea

Sports day falls on 14May2013. It's her 1st sports day at kingsley. It was not a competitive sports day, it was more like a tele-match which I think she doesn't really enjoy that much. She would run without putting much effort and she could look at me and smile while running! Gosh ... 

anyway, I guess this is a good exposure for her, to run with older kids (one size bigger than her). The matches that the school prepares also quite nice. I particularly like this photo where she is hugging the rugby ball. hehe ... all got style but no actual real value. 

Piano Lesson

Andrea started Piano lesson on the beginning of March 2013. So far she is still enjoying it, I'm not sure because she is lazy (no need to find notes) or the interest strike because she always see me play the piano while she played the violin when she was younger. Andrea progress really quickly on her theory (2nd book now), piano skills was alright I guess. The teacher she has is talented as he is good in piano, he teaches her all the fun stuff on my clavinova, I guess this also maintains her interest to practice. Andrea always attract good teachers, her problem is that she never take them seriously (maybe she just want to have fun all the time) and that drives me crazy all the time. I always need to think how to communicate and make her understand, when nobleman sent your way you have to appreciate it, your route to any destination you want, is shorten. Not everyone on earth has this, please realize it and bloom with the speed god wants you to!

This teacher also corrects her violin technique for the last 5-10 min. I have bought her a new Hofner violin from here, cheap and good quality (size 1/4). She loves the sound, she said it's louder and nice :) Brushing and correcting her based on suzuki violin book.

Piano wise, for the 1st month, she doesn't have any piano book. Teacher gave her some technique to practice, it is all written on the note book. Second month onwards she start playing piano pieces (short ones) with both hands. Teacher is happy with her progress. Lets hope she can go for grade one exam next year!

Kids Yoga Teachers Training

May is a busy busy month, it started with self enrichment class. 

Going thru much of energy body discovery, had guided to focus more on the physical body. My body is really out of alignment, physically and energetically. Professional could not tell what's the problem but I was feeling out of balance all these while. A yoga teacher was sent my way last year apr, and have been with him for quite sometime now, body alignment has improvement but has not cure the root yet. Don't know if anyone can help me cure the root, seeing osteo 4th time already, I notice the balance perfected but If i'm not careful then it goes back to my original unbalance state. Human is a very complex subject, I'm not sure anyone on earth has a total understanding of 'HUMAN' health. ah well, take one step at a time, God will lead the way. 

Kids yoga class was great, met some new friends who has same vibration. I don't know if GOD has heard my 'complaints' of not sending enough ppl that matches my vibration. haha .. thanks anyway. This course given me some tools and understanding to start physical exercise with my children. As a lazy mum, I've only had conducted 2 serious class with them, they loved it and always ask me to do yoga. I just brush them off by doing one or 2 poses. I only picked the important parts (i feel) to practice in our daily life. My children are special because they have many hidden characteristic that no one knows and these characteristic can drive any mum crazy. I'm glad they have some chants for the children and my children loves it. Benjamin shows more interest and could remember all the poses name, they love to have race by doing i.e dinosaur pose, spider pose, bear pose etc 

My new friend at my area asked me to joint teach to serve our community, I think it's a really great idea. I must start off somewhere and should do some community service. All the info came to me, I have not given it all out, except on FB (which i think it can travels far) and friends around - however I guess my vibration on doing these has come to an end (almost). I don't know why, I think I'm at another level now .. output is over, now need somemore input (from teaching i guess). I pray for the masters and guides to lead me to my life purpose and send me helpful people along the way. Let it be smooth and successful one. Thank You

Kids Yoga Teacher Training at SunYoga, TTDI 3-4 May 2013. 

completed 1st kumon set

Was having homework marathon with andrea and ben felt left out I think, he kept on wanting to do more than 2 pages daily. I was stressed to the max because both kids want my attention by wanting to do 'homework'! I'm glad it's Over and I want to be Lazy this Week!

Because of doing more than 2 pages daily, his sticker chart also filled up very quickly. I asked both of them if they want to combined their completed sticker chart, so they can buy 'bigger' things like swimming pool? The kids love to play water. They happily agreed and we went and buy an inflated pool from mothercare which was having 50% off during the weekend at subang parade. Here it is :) Having fun splashing!

Ben Suzuki Group class - 6apr13

Hi! We are back to suzuki lessons! lol ..  i couldn't believe it too. One day a friend of mine, asked me about musicpro, I said I went before and told her there is one new teacher that I wanted to try but have no mood to call yet. She called and decided to put her 2 kids in suzuki group class, I then asked her to include me, as benjamin does not have a teacher now. Thought group class would spark up his interest once more, hopefully.

The 2 kids were also benjamin's school friend. He looks forward to go. In the class. he follows what teacher asked to do (only 70%), hence I asked teacher if he thinks benjamin is ready. Teacher told me, he is OK and parents involvement is important, I shared with him my difficulty in handling ben, and asked if he has handle such young and difficult kids. He said Yes and gave me some pointers. I guess, I would want to try out for a change. I signed up!

Back at home, I asked benjamin to practise. As usual group class teaching are slower but i feel the pace is just right for ben. I asked him to do: 1. rest position 2. Play position 3. Clap var A. He does it all at home!! I'm happy :) I'm hoping to plant the music seeds in him. Hubby said every morning benjamin listen to suzuki music without fail on the way to school, hence I truly hope he would pick up music. It's healing to the soul!

Thank God for bringing this experience to ben!

Homework Marathon

I was sweating, catching up what andrea missed for year 2 term 1 and 2. Teachers gave me all the workbooks that she needs to catch up, looking at it, makes me wanna puke. Seriously I thought I need more than a month to finish! Prior to that, she only needs to do kumon maths 80-100 question (abt 5min), Kumon word problem (abt 10min). She do extra homework not more than 30 min a day last time. I pray so hard she would not make a fuss cos we have so much to catch up! 

1. arithmetic book4 - started with this, 4 pages a day (completed in 9 homework days). done

2. abacus - surprisingly so easy, took 3 homework days to complete. done

3. science - it took us 2 homework days to complete. done

4. non-fiction - There are 7 chapters to cover (on-going), did 2 chapters in 1 homework day

5. fiction - have not started

6. Mandarin and Malay to catch up

The very good thing is, andrea could cope with the maths (the english are quite tricky but once she got it, she got everything!) and writings (spelling is improving but still needs lots of practice). She has a good memory and photo-memory, I'm not too worried looking at her workbooks and teachers feedback last week was good. She said she can see that andrea is very stable in year 2, at first the teacher told me she hope andrea could catch up on her second day at year 2. I was worried shit. Thank God for the settlement and encouragement you sent to andrea. 

emotional wise, she is quite Ok i guess, she told me what happened in the class and school just like before (in year 1). Homework wise, she is very cooperative, I think we spend at least 2 hours a day to do what we need to do. I always tell myself, if this is the road she choose, she better make it easy for me. The mother seriously do not have much stamina when things don't turn out well. So far, we have covered the important bits, and I feel we are back on track and felt relieved a little :) 

Hard Rock Hotel Penang

It took us 5 hours to reach penang from KL. Reason? It's a ching ming weekend and they have some marathon happening that weekend at batu ferringhi beach too :( We do not know it before hand, hence we were stuck! Arrived at this hotel at 6.30pm, was shocked when entered the foyer, it was so NOISY and wet (the floor). I asked the person, is this place so noisy everyday? she said, only on school holidays. Luckily we bought the king lounge package, they sent us up to king lounge for check in. I felt better arriving at king lounge. 

We checked in to lil' rock suite, the kids love it. Entered the room and explored themselves. Jumping on the kids bed and looks very excited. On the other hand, i think this hotel is just average, the toilet is quite small but the beds are alright, we sleep well for the two nights. We ate at hard rock cafe for 2 times, reason is too lazy to jam out and jam back :( The food there was OK. 

We drove out at night to have supper, forgot the name, hubby got it from the internet. Before leaving penang we went to buy apam (our usual place), luckily that uncle is still there and he has good business that day, I ordered 20 and the person after me ordered 100 pieces! Uncle said he can go home after making that 100 pieces. haha .... 

The kids love the water park. Ben had so much fun in water shooting and water slide. We did easter hunt in the afternoon and got 2nd place. In the evening after dinner, we went for easter egg painting contest, we bring back the egg that we paint :) The kids also love the beach and picking up sea shells. Overall, the kids had fun and I had good rest :) great holiday!

Wearing Glasses

On her 1st week of 2C class, she told me that she cried cos teacher wrote too small on the board. My heart sanked. I thought I have cut the cord and it will not happened, although i know the chance is slim as everything happened - comes in 3s. Whatever ... We need to fix what needs to be fixed.

Hubby and I brought her to ISEC to see an optometrist. She diagnose her with left eye 75 short sighted with 50 astigmatism, right eye 150 short sighted. I felt guilty again and hate everything around me for a day or two. After the short term 2 break trip, I bring her to kimpodo to make glasses. It's so expensive, cost me RM650! However, she loves her glasses very much and show everyone she met. Optometrist said she only needs to wear it in the class, no need 24 hours. Anyway, she prefers to wear it 24 hours on 1st and second day, after that she told me the glasses is hurting. I hate every bits of it. I don't know why I need to deal with her handicap, how come I do not have a choice?!

I say prayer with her every night hoping things would change, but I know deep inside myself, saying prayer is just to make me feel better instead. whatever happens happens. another one, my boy I think would be MORE serious than andrea as he sticks to the IPAD more :( I don't know if I can handle it better than this time in the future! I know every human being needs to go thru some experience for them to grow/ self realization, everything is perfect for what it is even they are toddler or babies. How come I feel so attached? I have done my best and it is still happening, I know I should let go and let life unfold. All is well. Amen.

Ben 3 yrs 4mos

So many new developments!

1. Stop peeing in the diaper at night for consecutive 2 weeks now
2. No fussing going to school in the morning
3. Linking Memory set 1C for brain excellent - 42 sec!
4. Make alot of things on play doh
5. count 1-10 in malay
6. able to say 笔画 in chinese
7. loves to play pretend - ultraman, shark hotel, taking care of fake rabbit with andrea, talking to himself
8. write with left hand extensively (my plan to switch him to right hand failed)
9. Loves to dress up on his own (with tie and vest and long sleeves)
10. able to blow bubbles (ALOT) without mess

3 years 4 months old

A Year Jump

Andrea complained boring starting term2, hence I met up with the head of key stage one. Initially she refused to even consider giving me lots of excuses. I wrote a very long email and started reason with her of traditional and local international school. This school charges more expensive than local international school and alot of things does not include key stage 1 (yr 1 & yr2) like sports day. She reply was, let see how andrea does in term 2 exam and will let me know if she is eligible for a year jump. 

last week was genioart evaluation, although andrea development was very positive but I asked him if it's OK for a year jump. He told me that social emotion is important for children especially below 6, so i need to be very careful, it's best not to push children before 6. Wednesday, teacher said wanna see me on thursday which is today, I thought to myself, shall I just say no to them, but me being me, I went and see what they have to say. I'm ever so ready to tell them, lets forget about it, I've figure out something else. When I'm there, there is no turning back, teacher said she has gotten a string of approvals and their plan is to put her into yr2 next week, and yr3 in september. I was devastated. The teacher sounded not happy when I told her my intention not to proceed. 

I came back feeling really lost. I prayed. angels told me, be it you push it or it's god's will, just accept what is happening. It could be a learning or it could be a blessing. receive it with open heart. I sucked up and plan what to say to andrea, as her ego was quite bloated all the time, i need to becareful of what I say. 

I started telling andrea, do you know life is about changes? things change all the time. Like you go to summer academy and now at yr1 new school. How your violin teacher changed but you still learn. Your genioart teacher changed but you still enjoy the class? friends come and go, just like your hiphop friends. You will feel sad or uncomfortable sometimes, but you must know all these feelings will past. I count the months when she 1st entered yr1, see how many friends you made and how many become your best friend. This cycle will continue until you die. 

I want to tell you the school decision is to put you in yr2 next week. you know all the teachers right, and you have seen some of the student in yr2 right? do you think you can manage the change? she nod her head. Later on she asked alot of question but I manage to answer without telling her because you did well in the exam so you gonna be ahead of your classmate. I refrain that. I'm so glad she is OK for now. I hugged her and cried, I told her, when you are unhappy, you know daddy and mummy is always here for you, we will hug you when you feel sad. Talk to guardian angels because they can hear you and they always want you to be happy. I'm so proud of you. If your yr2 friend ask you why you come to my class, just tell them ms. Tan ask me to come. I hope I have equipped her well to face the emotional challenge. Kuan Yin, Please protect andrea. 

Last Lesson SV - 6mar13

Ben has progressed until variation A on open strings. He is also very good at music mind games, he enjoy this the most with teacher. He has a problem of not doing what teacher wants him to do especially playing the violin. Yesterday was a very harsh day for me, Teacher told me that he could not teach benjamin anymore because he knows his own capability and thinks he cannot handle benjamin. Me being me, feeling sudden sadness, I tried talking to teacher and telling him I know where to improve as a parent, I feel guilty. Ben does not listen to me, he always do things his way, if I force him nothing will turn out well, hence I left it completely to teacher since january. After 2 months, teacher cannot tahan already. I beg teacher to give me 2 more months, let me try my best .... 

Today, I step back and look at what's happening again. I see the success in andrea, how her suzuki was a successful one. I look at benjamin, how his one was a failure? practicing is one part but andrea practice was way more fun last time. teaching material is one thing, group lesson is the other thing, third is teacher as an example. I was feeling abit not right after ben rejecting to go to class, I feel maybe teacher does not play or does not has a violin in the class even to show/ play to benjamin. All benjamin has was the radio (cd). I was still living in denial when angel send me this message, because i told myself where else to find suzuki teacher yet so near my house. Stop bothering me I told them. I was struck and awaken by what the teacher told me yesterday, today I finally accept and will tell the teacher, maybe you are right, violin is not his thing. 

Parents as a Parents, I know I can manifest something else for benjamin, although I don't know what yet. He is teachable and is very bright, genioart teacher said he is at 4yrs old development and he is only 3 yrs 4months! I need to find something more suitable and interesting for him. Have to have faith that I will get something that benjamin enjoy and love it. For my children, SV will end here. I would try to recall what andrea has done and tried teaching him at home on my own pace. I still have the other book andrea was using which is very useful I feel. Masters and Guides, please shed me some light, My boy needs alot of healing. All is well. So it is. 

Root Canal

dooms day is here! Yeah, that's what I'm feeling prior to this surgery. I had prolonged tooth sensitivity early january, had the 1st checkup by endodontist Dr Tan on the 17th January 2013. He said that these pain will only be increased and it will not go away until I do something with it. He was the second doctor say "may the god bless you" when I refuse to do it immediately. The 1st doctor was Dr. Low at Jaya dental. I hate it, because they sounded they know what is gonna happen and dictate the worst will only happen to me. Moreover I was scared to death for the thought of removing the nerve of my teeth. I actually opt to remove the tooth but hubby and my dentist friend advise me not to extract unless it's necessary. 

I have long chat with my dentist friend who is now living in melbourne. She advise me on how to reduce the sensitivity. Advise me to do it early because abscess formed. Told me that stress is the culprit etc. She gave me alot of peace in mind. I ordered a dental holistic book - Cure Tooth Decay by Ramiel Nagel. I have not started reading but already done my Root Canal on the 21st Feb 2013. I know the dangerous toxic mercury and know having more damage on my tooth is not good, but I need to weigh which is more important. 1. I have tried oil pulling before I bought this book, but sensitivity remains. 2. Hubby going for company trip, I cannot risk the pain when I'm alone with the kids. Hence, I decided to do it, although i know it's bad for my health or I need to suffer later on in my life due to this root canal :( My second appointment on 14 mar and third on 8apr. 

I was so scared, I chant 3 days before the surgery. I hold nefertum in my hands when the dr. was doing my tooth. The dr was afraid to see that I'm so afraid, hence asked me to eat ponstan on top of the already injected anesthetic. All went well, today is the 14th day, thank god i'm still living in peace. This doctor was my childhood doctor, although my dad does not like him but i feel sense of comfort because I 'knew' him, from young, I guess. Maybe he does not say "god bless me" to me. I pray very hard - I'm very worried and scared when something goes wrong with my teeth, since young. I have phobia :( 

I'm reading the holistic dental book, good read. I guess, you need to be consistent to really heal your teeth. I have ordered the cod liver oil and will be arriving tomorrow I guess, it's at HK now. If not will get it next monday. It's for emergency case as it is so very expensive! I pray that more healthcare person would be awaken to holistic healing, please do not do harm to human body when it is not absolutely necessary. We are brothers and sisters, we are one. We come to you for consultation is not asking you for more drugs but to get comfort from you, hoping that you could help us. We are not here to give you more problem or trying to eat up all your time. What goes around comes around. End this vicious cycle. If the money is yours, it would come in many form other than drilling or surgery or medication (antibiotic, etc that harms our liver and immune system). 

I pray for a more loving earth, for the happiness of all humanity. So it is.