Surprise

Happy! I had 12% profit today by selling my waseong. I have lost alot of money in my stupid Maybank, earning alittle from other stocks lift up my spirit. All i need to do is to wait and do cost averaging for my Maybank.

Someone from CnetG called me & asked if im interested for a fastrack management program. Salary from 6-7K. Wow, he even know I'm with IBM now and my position. I guess it must be Jobstreet. Better go update my CV at Jobstreet now. hehe.. Despite the bad morning sickness i've had, i have some happy time too :) 1 more month to go, hope it'll stop by week 12.

21 Months

Andrea was 21 months old yesterday. She can:
1. Sing simple song (missing out some words) - Happy Birthday. Ba Ba Black sheep, Ding Dong Bell and Hot Cross Bun + ABC until G only
2. Count 1 to 10 confidently, count 11-20 with help.
3. Climb ladders in Kidzsport that is meant for 2 year old kid. I was very amaze that she could turn her hands and turn her whole body to go down the other side. Hand and Leg coordination is really good.
4. Still loving Charlie and Lola. She learn alot of vocab from there, like Not bad was really hilarious when we ask her how's the food she is eating. It was a shock to us when we 1st heard it.
5. Favourite movie now is Strawberry Shortcake
6. Still wakes up for night feed, poor hubby. Andrea when do you want to stop torturing your daddy?
7. Likes to climb up on my mum's table and dance/ shake. (do not know how to jump yet)
8. Still eating soft rice (porridge like)
9. Likes to call 'Daddy Wake up' and 'Mummy Wake up' in the morning.
10. Still likes to do Homework, every night will tell me or hubby 'i want to do homework'

Lunch!

I've just eaten a 5 days expired maggi mee. oh Gosh... i don't know if im having a self punishment today but i was feeling really really uncomfortable, needed some spicy soup & egg. I can only find nissin mee & chicken maggi mee. Of course i choose the nissin mee & it's already expired 5 days, well i thought only 5 days, should be alright lah, the seasoning still looks ok, it's not harden yet.

Here, after that meal, i feel satisfied, i dunno how am i going to feel later. Hopefully won't be bad :) Tomorrow cannot work from home, i have 2 telecons.. argh hate it... Hope i can sleep a little later. My compliance testing results has 2 marginal again! argh... it's so irritating. When can i stop to become a police woman? quite stressful when everyone decided to go against the rule all together.

Tiredness Continues...

It was worst than my last pregnancy, i can vaguely remember i was this sick last time. Maybe i was happily travelling in the UK, i was happily eating 'walkers' when i feel bloated i guess, i didn't remember i was this sick and after 2 days of MC, my colleague still says i look sick! I have another 1 presentation this afternoon, i hate it, i wanna go home and sleep. I sleep almost 10 hours daily & still not enough.

Yesterday i vomited out, 1st time. Can't believe it's this soon. I remember my 1st one only vomit out when i was 4-6 months, MS was not bad last time, this time it strike me 24 hours & vomited somemore. I think i will put on more weight than the last pregnancy, oh god, i hope i can control my weight this time! Had my 1st checkup last Monday because of palpitations, hope it's really the teh tarik that causes this, i even feel breathless all the time now. Am i too weak or it's really the baby that is too rebellious! Gosh....

Sleepy

I was feeling not well, had terrible dizziness this morning. Feel like fainting, then i lie on my desk to rest for a min. At lunch time i had dim sum, had pan fried carrot cake (it was very nice) + jar leung (not nice, i was expecting something like royal china in London OK, I feel even more unwell after eating that). Overall was feeling better after lunch. Now im back at my desk, feeling all dizzy again.

Saturday Xu Wu

Wu Clashed with my Spouse Pillar Zi, Moreover Zi represent output & Wu represent direct officer. Had argument with husband that will change the situation. Clash is the worst relationship that u want to have, he may not be feeling anything after this, but I'm sure I will feel a change after this. Overall it's inside my chart not his. Good or bad change? I predict bad, Zi - water element, it's my favourite element and it's being clashed away.

Checked Husband chart, this month ding mao - mao clashed away xin in his natal chart. xin is in the spouse palace too, i may be feeling one day of clashed & aftermath but he will be feeling the whole month of clashed. Both has clashed in spouse palace, what a coincidence.

His = 7K clash away HO (spouse palace) - he feels power & authority & will use hurting speech to attack his wife
Her = DO clash away HO (spouse palace) - her husband will win over her hurting speech.
Overall who wins? he wins lah! but he will feel more pain than i am.

Shichida - 8 March 2009

Sensei Eiza was on sick leave, hence another sensei came to take over the class. I just want to say that it's really your pure luck to get a pretty & good pronunciation sensei. Our 1st sensei's pronunciation was a little bit out, this sensei was abit out. Current sensei is the best so far, pretty and with good pronunciation. Phew.. i dunno how long she will be with us. Hope as along as we are with this programme.

I've collected my 2 items from Tensai, now i've started addition song with andrea. Hope she can remember it soon and also improve her beta wave in her right brain. She loves the AIUEO song as well, she asked me to play it over and over again! Now only i know she enjoys Shichida class too, when she is listening to addition song and AIUEO song, she will tell me "like shichida, i want to go shichida". I'm glad she enjoys it!

Ding Mao Month

This month, i don't know if it's good or bad. Let me write it down and see when march ends.

ding fire and yi wood is my useful element, however mao clashes with you in my natal chart. "This clash generally indicates betrayal, backstabbing and a lost of trust to the people you trust or vice versa. One experiencing this clash finds trusted people turn against, and betray them. "

Ding fire appearing, I may find that my superior or husband supports me more this month (which i already feeling it, country managers respond to most of my emails recently). yi wood inside mao represent direct wealth, I guess my promotion that my ex-manager promised will not come true? It has a clash on the xin metal. Or my promotion will win over my friend (xin metal). Oh dear. Yet to find out. However, Bonus Letter will be given out next tuesday, ex-manager mentioned that i have it, but very little due to the small pool money this year. Consider some wealth lah.

parent's place

Hubby went to Singapore for a night, hence andrea, maid & myself stay over at my parent's place. I thought it was going to be really tough, because andrea still wants milk in the middle of the night.

Andrea doesn't want to sleep although it's nearly 10pm, i cannot stand cos i was very very sleepy already. I handed andrea to the maid and slept soundly after that. I think she cannot sleep without her dad's company. Poor baby. Surprisingly andrea wakes up at 12am, and i said it's not time for milk yet, it's still early. Then she ngek ngek ngek and went back to sleep again, by 5 sth in the morning, she called me again. 5am is quite reasonable i guess, i then make milk for her :)

Clear Blue

Recently i've bought a few clear blue to test out if i'm pregnant. It turn out to be waste of money, it's all because i was not patient enough! The most devastating moment is when i saw it in Watson, it was only selling RM33 + 10% off per box. I have been buying it from Guardian and it cost me RM38 per box. RM5 difference!

Shichida - 1 March 2009

We had two classes last weekend, replacement class for CNY, phew it was really really tired! Andrea did very well on her replacement class. She got 100% correct for all ESP and Memory linking game! I thought it was because i start home practise with her now, unfortunately i think that was her prime time 6pm-7pm. Sunday Class she got 50% correct for ESP and memory linking game.. aww... was quite disappointed ... but i'll continue with my home practise!!

I have also ordered 2 CD, the Japanese songs CD where some of the songs were sing during the class & 1 addition CD. Since andrea refuse to look at the dots flash card, i hope addition CD will help her. I hope they are good, both cost me RM200!

Andrea is still very shy, when sensei ask her question, she would either reply very softly or kept quiet. I hope her confidence level will boost up one day.

Busy Saturday

I've did quite alot of things yesterday
(1) Kizport at 10am
(2) Hatha yoga at 3.15pm
(3) Andrea Shichida Replacement Class at 6pm
(4) Isetan sale at 7pm
Arrived home at 10pm

Timing was quite tight but I'm glad that i've bought my facial thingy from Isetan & also went to kinokuniya to buy andrea a puzzle book!